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I've missed Rachael so much. I feel like I just got back a part of me that was missing. I don't care how typical that is to say, maybe I am being typical. A typical girl who is reminded of the not so typical love that boils beneath the surface of her life. Though I love taking care of her, I just wish she wouldn't have to be in pain to begin with. My mom always use to say, "I just wish I could wave my magic wand over you so that you wouldn't have to hurt," and I understand exactly what she means. If I had a magic wand, I would wave it over everybody I loved and tell them that they've always deserved better. Maybe I'd wave it over the people who I hated too, and then it would make me realize that they were only awful because they were hurting, too. I would wave it over everyone who ever existed and then I would be the only one left with hurt. But I wouldn't mind because there would be so much love everywhere around me that I would always know it was worth hurting all the time for. I wish I had a magic wand.