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tonight i passed out in the gutter in front of Nick's house. My therapist and I talked about how it's hard to get the love you want from the people that surround you because it's not like you can say "Hey, friends, I could use some love right now". But when I woke up and felt Katie and Molleigh's hands on my shoulders, could here katie crying and asking if I was okay, could hear them check my breathing.. I felt like exactly that was happening. I needed them in the deepest possible way and they loved me in entirety, as I love them.