~And with life comes many a' sorrow...~

[lachrymoseaeon]

Yea so by the looks of everything...my life is a walk in the park...well, give or take a rose or two. Seeing as how so much is happening to the people I know just makes me hurt... makes me fear of having my grandmother go as well... Before I read or saw any of this.. I was flipping through TV channels and saw some movie called "Our Heros are always

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[lucki_charms]

In a way I'm lucky, but also not so... One of my grandfathers died before I was even born and the other died not even a year after... I'm lucky I never had to deal with their deaths or have to grieve for them, yet I never got to know them and that hurts. I wish I could have gotten to know them and talk to them... I wonder if they would be proud of me and love me? I don't know anything about them... I'm glad I didn't have to go through the pain of losing them... but I think I would have rather gone through the grief and having know them than not have known them, you know? I have been to quite a few funerals, but most I hardly knew. Only two or three people I was close to have passed away and still it hurts to think about. No matter how long you have to get passed the pain and loss it still hurts and always will, but at least you'll remember them and hold them close to your heart.
I love you sweetie and I'm hear if you want to talk =o) You have my number.
xoxo

[lucki_charms]

PS. I'll hold you if you'll hold me ;-)