~And with life comes many a' sorrow...~
Yea so by the looks of everything...my life is a walk in the park...well, give or take a rose or two. Seeing as how so much is happening to the people I know just makes me hurt... makes me fear of having my grandmother go as well... Before I read or saw any of this.. I was flipping through TV channels and saw some movie called "Our Heros are always Cowboys" or something to that extent...anywho, the name grabbed my eye with the word "cowboy" in it... yea I know I like cowboys ^^ but! I saw an old man wearing a pair of Overals that were white and blue stripped like old train conductors use to wear...well, my grandfather had a few pairs of those...it made me think of him and miss him. I did really admire him and I just wish I could grow to be what he was and to accomplish so much as he did. I mean when I look at everything he always did, things he did do, things that wanted to be done...I just idolize him entirely.... I miss him just as much as I idolize him if not more... My Grandfather too died of cancer when I look back at it. I denied it so much and just told myself it was old age...but it is true he died of cancer. Things hurt more when you stop denying them....yet you get a sense of comfort. In closing I would like to say to everyone that has lost someone recently that was so dear to them... that.. I am sorry.. u_u If there is anything I can do, please just ask. ^^ I too have grown up with my share of deaths... seen enough funerals to equal one or two per year of my life....and that my friends is being honest.. take care.
In the words of a great man, "Leave my damn nuts alone you squirrels!"
"Cowboy it Up!"
~L.Aeon~