stressed

[laced_blonde]

sad .
pathetic .
weak .
tears .
depression .
confused .
stabbed in the back .

some friends just werent meant to be.
but its pathetic that i keep going back .
thinking that things will change.
guys make better friends than girls.
i need to have a drama free year .
this isnt a good start but apparently im the
only one who knows there is drama to begin with .

some boys suck .
and every now and then you find that
one that you can keep .
i cant tell what is going to happen between
me and mr. fish .. but i know
that i want to keep him
i just dont know how yet.

im tired.
tylenol and some water.. and a good nights rest should
cure me of my sadness and hatred.
atleast until morning.
and by that time im sure i will have made plans
and everything will fall into place.
one week until my parents leave.
love me
you know you want to .

lets do something crazy
iloveyou. isnt that crazy enough?