What is wrong with me?
-I have had a revelation. . . I am thinking about food too much because I have not been careful enough, in where I put my self, the people I hang out with. I do the best when I a, alone. There is no one eating in front of me or asking if I have eaten today, or do I whant a bite. The more I see food I remember how good it tastes, and I want it so bad.
- But if start eating like I was I am going to be as fat as I was! And I will never get to my goal weight. . . never.
- I have to start exercising more too, I have kind of hit a plato and I am not loosing the weight like I was before. Its scary, I am kind of panicking about it. . like I'm never going to be skinny, no matter how hard I try, I'm just a fat cow who never can get anything right. THAT'S ME!
- But if start eating like I was I am going to be as fat as I was! And I will never get to my goal weight. . . never.
- I have to start exercising more too, I have kind of hit a plato and I am not loosing the weight like I was before. Its scary, I am kind of panicking about it. . like I'm never going to be skinny, no matter how hard I try, I'm just a fat cow who never can get anything right. THAT'S ME!