What ever
-Well I have come to a conclusion. . . I guess I don't really care if people read my shit or not, my thoughts are out and they are mine alone, it makes me feel better to get them out. But some times I can't help that what I feel or think is wrong. . . ya know?
- I hate myself. I can say that with out hesitation. I am a failer to my parents, to my friends, to my family, but most importantly, I'm a failuer to my self.
-I have not lost any weight in almost 10 days! That is unexcceptable! I am so angry, so frustrated, I am only eating like 400-500 cals a day! But I don't work out at all. . . I know that's my problem.
- I hate working out, back in the day I would work out like 3-4 hours a day easy, but now I can barley get my fat ass to do 200 crunches a day! I know if I slowly increase it will be a lot easier, but's the initial getting going stage I have a problem with.
- I do wish I hade some one to talk to though. No one I know has any idea of what I feel like. Who the hell cares any way they are dumb asses any way. . . fuckem!
- getting older sucks. . not as bad as Jr high or high school, but it sucks in a compleatly new way. I have to take care of myself, and if I don't no one els will. I feel completely alone, some times I wish I still had my high school clique to relei on, at least back then we didn't take life so seriously.
-I hate myself, I hate the life that I have created for myself, I hate my body so much I look at myself in the mirror and want to rip my skin off, and my hair out!
- I hate myself. I can say that with out hesitation. I am a failer to my parents, to my friends, to my family, but most importantly, I'm a failuer to my self.
-I have not lost any weight in almost 10 days! That is unexcceptable! I am so angry, so frustrated, I am only eating like 400-500 cals a day! But I don't work out at all. . . I know that's my problem.
- I hate working out, back in the day I would work out like 3-4 hours a day easy, but now I can barley get my fat ass to do 200 crunches a day! I know if I slowly increase it will be a lot easier, but's the initial getting going stage I have a problem with.
- I do wish I hade some one to talk to though. No one I know has any idea of what I feel like. Who the hell cares any way they are dumb asses any way. . . fuckem!
- getting older sucks. . not as bad as Jr high or high school, but it sucks in a compleatly new way. I have to take care of myself, and if I don't no one els will. I feel completely alone, some times I wish I still had my high school clique to relei on, at least back then we didn't take life so seriously.
-I hate myself, I hate the life that I have created for myself, I hate my body so much I look at myself in the mirror and want to rip my skin off, and my hair out!