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well today was shit. nothing new. two of my good guy friends aren't talking b/c one took away a grl that the other one liked. so i'm helping sort that out. i think michaela is cheering up so that's good. i feel really sick and fucked up.my anemia's finally taking its toll on me. my joints and bones r acheing and i feel cold, but who cares. i look like the living dead i am so pale. along w/ my blood conditon comes a bad immune system so i'm going to go to bed soon to regain energy. but i doubt i will fall asleep right away b/c i need to cry and get it over w/. damn it, i look fugly. i'm going to need all the rest i can get. i'm going to sleep. but tomorrow the gym is waiting for me. i don't need to become ne fatter than i already am.