A remedy is what I'm seeking
These past few days I've been with people non-stop, and strangely enough I've never felt so alone. This weather has got me at al all-time low, and I feel like such a baby talking about it. I've witnessed people who seemed like the best of friends tear eachother apart for no reason at all. I can't help but think that the same people I call my best fiends are doing the same thing to me. Whatever, I need a fucking image. I'm sick of people looked at as a big mess. I wish I was one of those people who could do whatever the fuck they wanted and no one would second-guess it.
Wouldn't it be nice to have that sophistocated way about you? Where everything that comes out of your mouth is really clever and appreciated by everyone who hears it.
Just lately I haven't ben liking myself. I'm making such a fool out of myself by writing this on LJ. I don't like that the one person I focus all of my attention on could care less if I'm alive or not. He's got it too good, and that's going to change very soon.
Wouldn't it be nice to have that sophistocated way about you? Where everything that comes out of your mouth is really clever and appreciated by everyone who hears it.
Just lately I haven't ben liking myself. I'm making such a fool out of myself by writing this on LJ. I don't like that the one person I focus all of my attention on could care less if I'm alive or not. He's got it too good, and that's going to change very soon.