'fear is useless. what is needed is trust.'

[labellakella7]

thanks for all the messages you guys left me.... it really helped. for some reason im feeling a lot better about things today... even a little excited! i get to go to UD on thursday, and i have just 17 days until my plane leaves. i think its going to be ok.

im going to start a new journal, for while im in italy. ill let everyone know.. i think it will be easier than e-mailing everyone, tho im not sure how well ill be able to access it.