Oct 26, 2008 10:55
i lost the boy who means the world to me because of one very, very bad choice i made when i was drunk & under the influence of who knows what back in june.
yesterday was the day we decided to start over.
and it was going so perfectly.
i was falling in love all over again.
we were soooo happy.
and now it all went to shit.
i hurt him & now he won't even talk to me.
you have no idea how sad i feel.
how terrible i feel.
i wish i could go back in time.
:(
i'm so fucking stupid!