TORN.
i don't like these feelings.
life's been treating me nicely lately.
and i've been doing good too.
i just really, really miss my friends.
i don't hang with them as much as i used to.
i love my family.
i LOVE LOVE LOVE them!
i can't wait to go back to school either.
& i'm still kinda sorta looking for a job.
but i'd rather just substitute.
^__^
relationships are great but they can become too complicated & i'd rather not bother with kind of stuff.
i think right now i should be thinking about myself & focusing on my future & bettering myself.
it sucks that mike's leaving.
i mean, he'll be gone for four years.
& i don't really think it can work out.
that's a really long time.
i don't think i'm being pessimistic about it.
i'm just being a realist.
there was a really bad accident right in front of my house.
a truck hit this bike and the guy flew off the bike and died.
:(
life's been treating me nicely lately.
and i've been doing good too.
i just really, really miss my friends.
i don't hang with them as much as i used to.
i love my family.
i LOVE LOVE LOVE them!
i can't wait to go back to school either.
& i'm still kinda sorta looking for a job.
but i'd rather just substitute.
^__^
relationships are great but they can become too complicated & i'd rather not bother with kind of stuff.
i think right now i should be thinking about myself & focusing on my future & bettering myself.
it sucks that mike's leaving.
i mean, he'll be gone for four years.
& i don't really think it can work out.
that's a really long time.
i don't think i'm being pessimistic about it.
i'm just being a realist.
there was a really bad accident right in front of my house.
a truck hit this bike and the guy flew off the bike and died.
:(