I am tired, yet can't fall asleep. Whoopie. It's a repeat of every single night since finals 2 weeks ago. It may be partially because I still have no idea when my surgery will be, whether I'll even go through with it (with the risk of severe TMJ later in life... it's currently an acute form),
whether my insurance will pay for it because it could ( Read more... )

I have his urge, telling me I need to move. Just move. Change my environment, the people around me. Yet at the same time, I just want to stay in this moment, this time. I don't want things to change, and they've already changed so much. Time has sped up, and everything is just flying by. I want today to last, tomorrow to last, ever day, before we ( Read more... )