May 29, 2008 23:44
he fell asleep and rolled over on his computer. so i didn't get anything. and tonight i asked him and i still didn't get anything. i really didn't think i was asking that much. i sent him an email telling him to just forget it, i'll stop asking. whenever i finally get them it can just be a surprise so i stop getting disappointed.
today was pretty good otherwise. work was fun, and i went to lunch with the 23 year old girl naomi. it was so nice to talk to someone my age about things i consider normal. everyone else in the office that's a girl is 30+. well, there is the 20 year old but she is slightly strange. i can tell i would get along better with naomi on a day to day basis. but yeah, not having to hear someone talk about their kids and grownup life was soooo nice. just talked about normal things. it really put me in a better mood.
angie is coming tomorrow! i'm so excited! and andrew is coming the weekend after!!!!! yaaaaaaay for people visiting me. someone had to come in june and fill the void :-( stupid charles' dad having to be out of town all july. oh well, i'll take him visiting when i can. i'd rather him not come here till july than him not visit me at all this summer.
i was in such a goofy mood earlier. i can still feel it... it's just kinda clouded over with disappointment. i'm gonna try and shove that shit to the back of my head though, as the scrubs episode i just watched said "i'm making mountains out of mole hills".
5 weeks and i'm in his arms, back in my place of safety and pure happiness...