Unleash the deluge of emo!
Bah. Well, Livejournal for iPhone apparently doesn't work.
I don't even remember what I was talking about.
I mentioned that I was watching an excellent Korean movie in class yesterday - "3-Iron" - wherein I superimposed the idea of my Tatsuya onto the main character, a drifter who spends the nights in people's houses while they're on vacation (or elsewhere, etc) but fixes problems, like mending a clock, an off-kilter scale, doing laundry, etc.
And he eventually meets a battered housewife by accident (he thought she wasn't home) and she decides to join them~
And they fall in love <3
But then they get arrested :(
And the husband of the aforementioned wife decides to bribe a police officer and exact revenge on the Very Nice Drifter :(
The fact that I was imagining Tatsuya in that role made the prison scenes awfully hard to watch :(
Anyway the meat of the post was that I felt super elated after watching the movie and stayed that way for awhile...but then my mood just plummeted for some reason. And even though I got to skype with my Tatsuya for about an hour (because it was a national holiday and he didn't have work), after we hung up I just started sobbing because I felt absolutely desolate. And I couldn't stop crying for ages.
The last time I cried like that was when I had to send Tatsuya home on a bus after my dorm's Farewell Party and I didn't think I'd ever see him again~
I believe the other bit that I wrote about was that Tatsuya was finally told by his management when he'll have some mandatory meetings, so now he can plan his trip to America...except the meetings are on Dec. 21 and Jan. 17...and he was just told about this literally last week.
So he's trying to find a decently-priced plane ticket and hotel room for 3 days before Christmas and the surrounding week.
And it's already November 24.
And he says he can probably get a ticket to California for then, but that Pittsburgh would have to wait until January, which, I really don't care when he comes so long as he comes and I get to see him and snuggle him and possibly do things to him that I wouldn't regret later, I have class starting on the 5th of January. 18 hours a week of class. So...
Anyway long story short it's been a trying week T-T
Oh and to add to that, I'm trying to withdraw from my Biology course because I'm failing and the course is stressing me out to the point that I developed a tic in my eye from the stress. And they probably won't let me drop, because I don't really have a "valid extraordinary excuse" such as...I dunno, triple bi-pass surgery or something, or trying to kill myself with Tylenol and being on suicide watch. But I'm going to fail the class anyway (hurrah for...I think I have a 46% right now? And there's only one test left?) and I'd rather not have to attend a final that I'm going to fail miserably just to save myself from an "Incomplete" grade (which would mean I'd have to take it again.)
Of course whether I withdraw or not I have to take 18 credits next semester to graduate on time
At least 3 of them are piano lab
anyway end
I don't even remember what I was talking about.
I mentioned that I was watching an excellent Korean movie in class yesterday - "3-Iron" - wherein I superimposed the idea of my Tatsuya onto the main character, a drifter who spends the nights in people's houses while they're on vacation (or elsewhere, etc) but fixes problems, like mending a clock, an off-kilter scale, doing laundry, etc.
And he eventually meets a battered housewife by accident (he thought she wasn't home) and she decides to join them~
And they fall in love <3
But then they get arrested :(
And the husband of the aforementioned wife decides to bribe a police officer and exact revenge on the Very Nice Drifter :(
The fact that I was imagining Tatsuya in that role made the prison scenes awfully hard to watch :(
Anyway the meat of the post was that I felt super elated after watching the movie and stayed that way for awhile...but then my mood just plummeted for some reason. And even though I got to skype with my Tatsuya for about an hour (because it was a national holiday and he didn't have work), after we hung up I just started sobbing because I felt absolutely desolate. And I couldn't stop crying for ages.
The last time I cried like that was when I had to send Tatsuya home on a bus after my dorm's Farewell Party and I didn't think I'd ever see him again~
I believe the other bit that I wrote about was that Tatsuya was finally told by his management when he'll have some mandatory meetings, so now he can plan his trip to America...except the meetings are on Dec. 21 and Jan. 17...and he was just told about this literally last week.
So he's trying to find a decently-priced plane ticket and hotel room for 3 days before Christmas and the surrounding week.
And it's already November 24.
And he says he can probably get a ticket to California for then, but that Pittsburgh would have to wait until January, which, I really don't care when he comes so long as he comes and I get to see him and snuggle him and possibly do things to him that I wouldn't regret later, I have class starting on the 5th of January. 18 hours a week of class. So...
Anyway long story short it's been a trying week T-T
Oh and to add to that, I'm trying to withdraw from my Biology course because I'm failing and the course is stressing me out to the point that I developed a tic in my eye from the stress. And they probably won't let me drop, because I don't really have a "valid extraordinary excuse" such as...I dunno, triple bi-pass surgery or something, or trying to kill myself with Tylenol and being on suicide watch. But I'm going to fail the class anyway (hurrah for...I think I have a 46% right now? And there's only one test left?) and I'd rather not have to attend a final that I'm going to fail miserably just to save myself from an "Incomplete" grade (which would mean I'd have to take it again.)
Of course whether I withdraw or not I have to take 18 credits next semester to graduate on time
At least 3 of them are piano lab
anyway end