Mar 30, 2006 14:46
"But you're waiting at the door
Where everybody's hanging out,
just like they hung out before
You didnt have to do it,
but you did it to say,
that you didnt have to do it,
but you would anyway.
To give you something to go on
When I go off,
Back to the Middle of Nowhere."
-Middle of Nowhere by Hot Hot Heat-
"Secks OOO! I can't get away!"
-Dirty Life by Ima Robot-
BITCH!
I got home like an hour and a half ago. I came home, showered, restarted my computer and now I'm sitting here. I'm waiting to get picked up by Missy. I'm going to smoke a cigarette when I'm done with this godforsaken journal that torments my pathetic soul!
It's sad seeing Megan like this. But she doesn't want to hear what I have to say. Either because she knows it's true or she's in complete denial, which in the long run, WILL be more painful. It's amazing I'm beginning to not care anymore. Or feel bad because everything that happened or is happening is ALL HER FAULT. And there's only one thing that she can do to save herself and that is... GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM SAMUEL ROBERT KOVALYOV! It's going to get completely out of hand and everyone will just watch all this shit happening to you, claiming that they DO IN FACT care! It's all bullshit. As soon as you and Sam break up and you stop going to the Lounge..you're forgotten. Just like me.. You're no different. We may look, act, dress, talk, walk differently but we both made the mistake of falling in love with that retard of guy you call your boyfriend. The only thing I have left to say after all of that...
I TOLD YOU SO!
xsmoochies!x