A Combo Order Of My Life
To put it simply, school pretty much sucks. I had to pick up Honors Environmental Science, and of course it's now one of my classes with the most work. Ugh, I don't even want to think about school. I don't know what it is, but I'm just so resistant this year to getting into the school year. I think it's that I just had such a fucking epic summer, I'm not ready to let it go. In addition, I'm avoiding the college stuff like the plague. But I have to do all the application stuff over the next couple months, and I am just dreading every bit of it. The councilors at school keep on us about getting our applications and essays turned into them for review, and I've just been hearing nothing but talks about application this, deadline that at school. The next couple months just look like a dark, dreary mess. I'm not ready for college. I wasn't ready when my parents started hounding me last year about visiting colleges. I'm not ready for it now.
I haven't been able to get into field hockey either. We're almost a month into practices, and I'm still hating it every day when I go to practice. And I've got another two months to get through - three if we make it to finals or semifinals. Field hockey's in the same boat at school, I'm just not able to get into the routine. But yesterday, varsity and JV teams were announced and finalized. I made varsity, but not all the other seniors did. This is horrible because in all the previous years I've been playing, every senior has automatically been on varsity, but some girls this year who are seniors and have been playing since freshman year, working up to varsity, didn't make it. I feel completely awful for them : ( and the coach had no right at all to do it.
WELL. On to more positive things, I had the best night at work. At the beginning of the night we had to get more milk out of the back fridge, and we had to play an always-exciting game of 'everyone take a sip from a gallon of milk and see which ones are sour!' Of course, all of mine were bad. lol but I was wearing one of my Panic! t shirts tonight and a guy who works security saw it and told me about how he's good friends with an exec at FBR, goes to a lot of the label parties, and knows most of the bands. He knows TAI, he knows Fun., and he knows Brendon. Yeah, obviously I freaked. He said he videochats with Brendon all the time, and I was speechless. Then I was like 'omg is he nice? Is he a jerk?' The guy (I don't remember his name right now Dx) said 'No, they're all nice guys!' ...with a tiny pause beforehand. Suspiciooous. Maybe Brendon is a jerk and he didn't want to dash my hopes and hurt my feelings. Eh, I wouldn't really care too much anymore if he is a jerk. (lol I really can't believe how indifferent I've become to Panic-related things.)
I know I've talked before about the guy John at work who I swoon over? I'm convinced he's perfect. Tonight he came in wearing a Spongebob t shirt, and before I could compliment him on it, he said he liked my Panic! shirt. Then I was like 'I..I like your shirt too!' *dazed from the overload of love* Then I was talking to him later and ugh, he's really funny too. LET ME DATE YOU NOW, PLZZZ.
What totally made the night was when my boss asked me if I like dark chocolate, I replied 'yeah, I love it!', and he asked me to taste test a dark-chocolate covered pretzel from a new box. I did, and it was a little stale. Too stale to sell, but only slightly stale so still very nommy. I GOT TO TAKE THE WHOLE CONTAINER HOME. UNFFFFFFFFF YES. I'M ALWAYS DROOLING OVER THOSE PRETZELS, YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA HOW DELISH THEY ARE.
I FOUND THIS VIDEO TODAY.
THIS WAS THE NIGHT I MET ADAM. SALEFNLSDAKFH. I've searched and searched, but so far I haven't been able to find myself in this video. But I can find the girls I was with! So I know that Adam's signing my shoe at about 3:56! EEEEEP. I'm kinda pissed the person zoomed in right then so you can't see his hands actually take the shoe and sign it, BUT I KNOW THAT'S WHEN HE WAS DOING IT. The person filming was standing right next to where my mom is, and my mom said when she saw me like shoving my shoe in Adam's face she started laughing, and you can hear my mom loling up her horse laugh at 4:02. xDDD
*EDIT* I FOUND ME! IF YOU SQUINT AND YOU ALREADY KNOW WHAT I LOOK LIKE, YOU CAN SEE ME BOB UP ON MY TIPPY TOES IN THE CROWD AT 2:27 - 2:33. ADAM WASN'T UP TO MY AREA YET, BUT I'M LOOKING DOWN THE BARRIER TO SEE HIM
That was a good night. <3_______________<3
You see why I'm having trouble letting the summer go?
:(
Oh, but :45 - 2:25 in this video always cheers me up without fail. It's a blessing to the internet, pretty much.
THANK YOUUUUUUU SCISSOR SISTERS. I MIGHT CHECK OUT YOUR MUSIC NOW JUST BECAUSE YOU GAVE US THIS AMAZING UNFY/HILARIOUS GEM OF A VIDEO.
Alright, gotta post the next chapter of my Angel fic now. I'm not even that mad anymore that I have like 5 readers. I'm so invested in this kradam fic I've been writing. I can't even remember the last time I was this into a fic! <3333 I love it. It's AU set in historical middle east. Adam is this high-class prostitute, Kris is the servant of a lord. I'm posting it part-by-part in the kinkmeme right now, and probably in my journal and some communities once it's finished and polished. <3 Okay, I'm gonna go work on it now and eat some delish chocolate-covered pretzels. :3
I haven't been able to get into field hockey either. We're almost a month into practices, and I'm still hating it every day when I go to practice. And I've got another two months to get through - three if we make it to finals or semifinals. Field hockey's in the same boat at school, I'm just not able to get into the routine. But yesterday, varsity and JV teams were announced and finalized. I made varsity, but not all the other seniors did. This is horrible because in all the previous years I've been playing, every senior has automatically been on varsity, but some girls this year who are seniors and have been playing since freshman year, working up to varsity, didn't make it. I feel completely awful for them : ( and the coach had no right at all to do it.
WELL. On to more positive things, I had the best night at work. At the beginning of the night we had to get more milk out of the back fridge, and we had to play an always-exciting game of 'everyone take a sip from a gallon of milk and see which ones are sour!' Of course, all of mine were bad. lol but I was wearing one of my Panic! t shirts tonight and a guy who works security saw it and told me about how he's good friends with an exec at FBR, goes to a lot of the label parties, and knows most of the bands. He knows TAI, he knows Fun., and he knows Brendon. Yeah, obviously I freaked. He said he videochats with Brendon all the time, and I was speechless. Then I was like 'omg is he nice? Is he a jerk?' The guy (I don't remember his name right now Dx) said 'No, they're all nice guys!' ...with a tiny pause beforehand. Suspiciooous. Maybe Brendon is a jerk and he didn't want to dash my hopes and hurt my feelings. Eh, I wouldn't really care too much anymore if he is a jerk. (lol I really can't believe how indifferent I've become to Panic-related things.)
I know I've talked before about the guy John at work who I swoon over? I'm convinced he's perfect. Tonight he came in wearing a Spongebob t shirt, and before I could compliment him on it, he said he liked my Panic! shirt. Then I was like 'I..I like your shirt too!' *dazed from the overload of love* Then I was talking to him later and ugh, he's really funny too. LET ME DATE YOU NOW, PLZZZ.
What totally made the night was when my boss asked me if I like dark chocolate, I replied 'yeah, I love it!', and he asked me to taste test a dark-chocolate covered pretzel from a new box. I did, and it was a little stale. Too stale to sell, but only slightly stale so still very nommy. I GOT TO TAKE THE WHOLE CONTAINER HOME. UNFFFFFFFFF YES. I'M ALWAYS DROOLING OVER THOSE PRETZELS, YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA HOW DELISH THEY ARE.
I FOUND THIS VIDEO TODAY.
Click to viewTHIS WAS THE NIGHT I MET ADAM. SALEFNLSDAKFH. I've searched and searched, but so far I haven't been able to find myself in this video. But I can find the girls I was with! So I know that Adam's signing my shoe at about 3:56! EEEEEP. I'm kinda pissed the person zoomed in right then so you can't see his hands actually take the shoe and sign it, BUT I KNOW THAT'S WHEN HE WAS DOING IT. The person filming was standing right next to where my mom is, and my mom said when she saw me like shoving my shoe in Adam's face she started laughing, and you can hear my mom loling up her horse laugh at 4:02. xDDD
*EDIT* I FOUND ME! IF YOU SQUINT AND YOU ALREADY KNOW WHAT I LOOK LIKE, YOU CAN SEE ME BOB UP ON MY TIPPY TOES IN THE CROWD AT 2:27 - 2:33. ADAM WASN'T UP TO MY AREA YET, BUT I'M LOOKING DOWN THE BARRIER TO SEE HIM
That was a good night. <3_______________<3
You see why I'm having trouble letting the summer go?
:(
Oh, but :45 - 2:25 in this video always cheers me up without fail. It's a blessing to the internet, pretty much.
THANK YOUUUUUUU SCISSOR SISTERS. I MIGHT CHECK OUT YOUR MUSIC NOW JUST BECAUSE YOU GAVE US THIS AMAZING UNFY/HILARIOUS GEM OF A VIDEO.
Alright, gotta post the next chapter of my Angel fic now. I'm not even that mad anymore that I have like 5 readers. I'm so invested in this kradam fic I've been writing. I can't even remember the last time I was this into a fic! <3333 I love it. It's AU set in historical middle east. Adam is this high-class prostitute, Kris is the servant of a lord. I'm posting it part-by-part in the kinkmeme right now, and probably in my journal and some communities once it's finished and polished. <3 Okay, I'm gonna go work on it now and eat some delish chocolate-covered pretzels. :3