*revelation*
I must learn to be appreciative of the past.
I have been blessed with the presence of a man who taught me so much about life and about myself.
Resenting anything that happened, as easy as that may be, is not an option.
The thing Ive learned the most is how to be more patient. He didn't really tell me much about it, but he lived the example of patience. Afterall for a year and a half he endured:
Random emotional outbursts.
My inability to wait in a line for more than 35 seconds without complaining.
My absent-mindedness, especially when it came to where I put my keys, phone, etc.
Seventeen phone calls a day, and then a few more once the sun set!
Waiting for me to get ready (hours) for even the least eventful outings (Rite Aid?)
Dozens more blood-pressure raising incidents and personality traits...
Hey, my cuteness and keen eye for coordinating fabrics is what, I'm sure, kept him coming back for more!
Ha...looking back fondly is the only way I should. He's THE (not one of) THE greatest man I have ever met, who gave me some of the greatest memories I'm sure I will ever have.
Now all I can do is make myself somebody that amazing man would be proud of.
I have been blessed with the presence of a man who taught me so much about life and about myself.
Resenting anything that happened, as easy as that may be, is not an option.
The thing Ive learned the most is how to be more patient. He didn't really tell me much about it, but he lived the example of patience. Afterall for a year and a half he endured:
Random emotional outbursts.
My inability to wait in a line for more than 35 seconds without complaining.
My absent-mindedness, especially when it came to where I put my keys, phone, etc.
Seventeen phone calls a day, and then a few more once the sun set!
Waiting for me to get ready (hours) for even the least eventful outings (Rite Aid?)
Dozens more blood-pressure raising incidents and personality traits...
Hey, my cuteness and keen eye for coordinating fabrics is what, I'm sure, kept him coming back for more!
Ha...looking back fondly is the only way I should. He's THE (not one of) THE greatest man I have ever met, who gave me some of the greatest memories I'm sure I will ever have.
Now all I can do is make myself somebody that amazing man would be proud of.