Mar 22, 2004 17:11
ya so...i havent said anything new in a while...so im just writing to say i have kept u up to date...
um...this weekend...went dress shopping with sarah and mi madre...i HATE dress shopping! grrr to it...i get soooo aggravated at myself...and i like twitch at every mofucking dress there is...and then im just like WTF OK W/E IDC ANYMORE! and i didnt actually get a semi dress..im wearin one i had...but i did get a nice prom dress...i like it..i just gotta loose my pudgyness...grrr to that...
speaking of pudgyness...my goal this week and for next week too is:
NO snacking (mostly meaning NO school COOKIES)
NO over eating (mostly meaning dont eat cuz im bored)
do ALL homework
Go to CURVES atleast 3 times per week
RUN and SPRINT and THROW as HARD as i can
hopefully if i do these things i can loose my pudyness and become a better student...and softball player(ok ya i know theres no hope for that...but we all can hope and wish)
ya ok...so .. um thats this weekend...and then 2day...nothing good happened...chorus was fun..cuz we didnt have to do anything...i think i kinda made myself look stupid tho..when we went up to do the testing try-outs thing...she was like omg sing WICKED loud and WICKED bad! so i did...and it made people laugh and i prob should have just stopped there...but she was like OMG AGAIN ... AGAIN...and then she was like run to the curtain and open it and sing WICKED stupid...and i was like nooo...then i did...and it was just over kill..and then i felt stupid cuz when i had to actually sing my leg started to twitch and i coudnt...but w.e shes too weird to actually have taken off points...so i got 3 100s just like every1 else...which was again...stupid of her..but w.e...
ok...and then after school at pics...i felt dumb...cuz jim was lookin at me..so i acted stupid and was like HIII HIII HIIIII and loud and jumping up and down and retarded like...and i didnt think any1 would care or b looking at me doing such stupid shit...but i turned around and britt was like...wow stop...lindsey..just stop...and then ijust felt dumb and very small and very ehhhhish...
i just need to learn when its a good time to stop...and when people dont care anymore...but w.e...
hopefully i can do sumthing with danny friday...i keep thinking i have sumthing i gotta do that day...but i hope im right and i dont have anything...cuz it would b awesome to chill with him that day :) i really wanna get to know him better and hang out with him and see how far things can go...
I LOVE MY SARAH COTE!!