Ok, "n", whatever the hell that means... nobody "knows" my story. not even Bonnie knows every bit, every extent of what has happened to me. and no body short of her knows much of anything at all. so dont think that what you know because of who whispered what they heard through several others down the alley is entirely relevant. secondly, we split the rent the way we do so we can all have extra money to spend. i've been making enough to actually pay for this entire apartment myself. yeah, it isnt high ass fucking heaven, but we are doing it on our own - and no one seems to respect us for that. tiffany may be a drop out, big fucking deal, but she's doing pretty well for one. i on the other hand, have my diploma, not just a diploma but one that i earned an entire year before i was supposed to.
So what makes me special about living with a drop out and her "dead beat" boyfriend? the fact that i'm years ahead of you, of all these other fucks who think that because they are my age, they have a right to talk down to me, and because tiffany and chad have gone through some rough shit, that they can talk down to them too. when in all honesty, they're all still too into themselves for their own good. what makes me special is that i have the integrity to defend the people who have taken care of me and who i've taken care of because a bunch of high school age (and remember, being gay doesnt make you a faggot, just like being in high school doesnt make you some shitty high schooler. its the mindset, not the set) children cant keep their mouths shut.
What matters is, i saw every careless word Ryah said to Bonnie to end their friendship and no, it did not make me happy. because it was a bunch of stupid bullshit any other empty headed teenager would say - something we thought Ryah wasnt. the sad part is, there are so many people taking sides without knowing the story. and as far as Tiffany's involvement with the disputes goes, maybe if Jon G had kept his mouth shut to begin with, and not childishly insulted them for no reason, multiple times, before this even happened, there wouldnt have been so much shit around this. but no one seems to be accepting any form of responsibility for is happening, because you're all too full of pride to just wallow back to your high school lives and high school melodrama. so here's a word of advice, kid. go back to the trends, go back to the routine. go back to the whiney emo music, go back to the fashion, go back to the pretending-you're-so-fucking-interesting. come back and make an arguement when you have one to stand on - and whne you've actually done something with your pathetic life worth respecting.
Oh, and i'm actually quite relieved that you don't respect me anymore, "n". why would i even want you to? i only expect respect of those whom i do.
So what makes me special about living with a drop out and her "dead beat" boyfriend? the fact that i'm years ahead of you, of all these other fucks who think that because they are my age, they have a right to talk down to me, and because tiffany and chad have gone through some rough shit, that they can talk down to them too. when in all honesty, they're all still too into themselves for their own good. what makes me special is that i have the integrity to defend the people who have taken care of me and who i've taken care of because a bunch of high school age (and remember, being gay doesnt make you a faggot, just like being in high school doesnt make you some shitty high schooler. its the mindset, not the set) children cant keep their mouths shut.
What matters is, i saw every careless word Ryah said to Bonnie to end their friendship and no, it did not make me happy. because it was a bunch of stupid bullshit any other empty headed teenager would say - something we thought Ryah wasnt. the sad part is, there are so many people taking sides without knowing the story. and as far as Tiffany's involvement with the disputes goes, maybe if Jon G had kept his mouth shut to begin with, and not childishly insulted them for no reason, multiple times, before this even happened, there wouldnt have been so much shit around this. but no one seems to be accepting any form of responsibility for is happening, because you're all too full of pride to just wallow back to your high school lives and high school melodrama. so here's a word of advice, kid. go back to the trends, go back to the routine. go back to the whiney emo music, go back to the fashion, go back to the pretending-you're-so-fucking-interesting. come back and make an arguement when you have one to stand on - and whne you've actually done something with your pathetic life worth respecting.
Oh, and i'm actually quite relieved that you don't respect me anymore, "n". why would i even want you to? i only expect respect of those whom i do.
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