desire, longing and logic
I dont know what I want anymore.
I thought I knew what I wanted. I really thought I did.
two nights ago I sat on my porch and asked myself if this was enough for me. i dont have anything to complain about, but something in me wants more. Maybe it's because theres no way I can have that.
It doesn't help that he admitted to actually wanting to spend time with me outside of my bedroom.
Things weren't supposed to get this complicated.
NOTHING ABOUT THIS IS RATIONAL AT ALL.
I thought I knew what I wanted. I really thought I did.
two nights ago I sat on my porch and asked myself if this was enough for me. i dont have anything to complain about, but something in me wants more. Maybe it's because theres no way I can have that.
It doesn't help that he admitted to actually wanting to spend time with me outside of my bedroom.
Things weren't supposed to get this complicated.
NOTHING ABOUT THIS IS RATIONAL AT ALL.