i never knew you, dont give up on me
Alrighty school was school. Every day I have to like force myself to get up and go. I definately despise North. DESPISE. There's nothing special about it. The small things are what keep me there. And I'm talkin small. It's pretty sad. This girl Alicia started her shit again in the cafeteria so we were like cussing each other out and she said she wanted to fight me so I told her to get up and do it, or sit the fuck down. I pretty much don't care about school anymore. Buttt anyways in 3rd period I looked at colleges in NC and found one because that's all I had time to find. lol. In 4th my group for "One Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest" had to teach the class about it for an hour. Welllll I pretty much did everything and I realized being a teacher would be damn annoying. People talking when you're doing stuff. Gr. It was really fun though. So that was cool.
Anyways, came home blah blah. Saw Cary and he told me how he felt about me. I'm not sure why I have a hard time telling things. I'm not really used to it and I just don't like people to know certain things. I dunno. I'm stupid but yeah. I'm too depressed and it's really not cool. Anyways here's pictures.
Ash and I with some Indian dude
me being awesome
We are sexeh Indians
sad kangaroo =(
awesome gambling hotel called Harrahs
Ash
Zoe<3
Tony
Miranda and Ashley
babeh
Brooke and Miranda
Miranda and Brett
Brett
Ashley
Ashleigh
Ash and Tony
Alex
Trent
Zash
ill post other pictures some other time. because this entry is long enough and im now annoyed. people for whatever reason can't follow the easiest things i ask of them. I dont want anyone in my life right now. Because I'm just so unhappy and the ones close to me are unhappy. And pretty much none of it's fair to them. I feel as if I'm going completely insane. I don't like hurting. And all I ever do is hurt people. I fucking hate this.
Anyways, came home blah blah. Saw Cary and he told me how he felt about me. I'm not sure why I have a hard time telling things. I'm not really used to it and I just don't like people to know certain things. I dunno. I'm stupid but yeah. I'm too depressed and it's really not cool. Anyways here's pictures.
Ash and I with some Indian dude
me being awesome
We are sexeh Indians
sad kangaroo =(
awesome gambling hotel called Harrahs
Ash
Zoe<3
Tony
Miranda and Ashley
babeh
Brooke and Miranda
Miranda and Brett
Brett
Ashley
Ashleigh
Ash and Tony
Alex
Trent
Zash
ill post other pictures some other time. because this entry is long enough and im now annoyed. people for whatever reason can't follow the easiest things i ask of them. I dont want anyone in my life right now. Because I'm just so unhappy and the ones close to me are unhappy. And pretty much none of it's fair to them. I feel as if I'm going completely insane. I don't like hurting. And all I ever do is hurt people. I fucking hate this.