Been a long, lonely time
So I haven't updated in ages, so I don't know if anybody cared or not. Truth is I thought about just abandoning this foolishness of Livejournal stuff. I honestly don't use it as a journal much, I don't record everything I'm feeling, I just kind of prattle on about nothing in particular, and I honestly don't think anyone really cares. So with that said, and a brief history of the last week, I will honestly vent. Friday was nice, I got paid, and bought cds for a burning rampage, and also a compilation of 70s classic rock, and a dvd 2-pack with Snatch and Formula 51, both good movies... Then Kate showed up and there was much fun and hanging out. We went to the Bagel Tree so I could show my coworker friends that she wasn't imaginary, then went to the movies and saw Welcome to Mooseport, which was enjoyable... after that we tooled around a bit and went to Eastwood, then ended up at Kowloons, which was good. Saturday we went to the coast, which was nice. It's nice to do something for someone for no other reason than to see them happy, I've decided. Saturday evening was spent hanging out at my house watching movies, sort of... Damned need for sleep... Sunday involved work, which I don't remember, and Kate hanging out and meeting my parents and having tacos, which are good. I don't honestly remember much of the rest of the week, because I hate work enough that my mind forces all memories away. I think i talked to Joanna, which was nice, but also sad, because I am stuck in this place, my soul draining away from me like blood slowly leaking out of an unhealing wound, and my friends are all off in college learning to understand themselves better, and opening up, and all that. I hate it. Wednesday was nice because I went to Ash Wednesday Mass. I'm not catholic, but it was interesting. The catholic idea of christianity is so different from the foursquare idea of christianity. It made me realise how much of my life I had spent as a fundamentalist. It was kind of frightening. The mass was good though. It made me realise that I had sorely been missing the spiritual side of my life, and that it's time to regain that. Today has been a wash so far. I hate work so much. There is nothing so terrible in the life of Tyler than days where you cannot get the energy to be nice. It doesn't help that Chris is a fucking asshole all the time. He just doesn't understand that sometimes a guy gets tired of being the butt of all jokes, and that sometimes, you should just lay off the mockery. ehh... And on top of that, Tony decided we had to have a guy fix the prep table during open hours, so it was a lot of stressful fun to try and help customers when there was almost no way we could. God I hate work. I truly hope that I can one day I can find a job that won't deteriorate into misery... Now here I am, leaving so I can watch tv and eat, not that anyone necessarily is going to care, so have fun