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Turns out I just flat out cannot handle being alone. I'm starting to wonder what I've done...
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I broke up with Ryan. We were seriously having sex like once every 2-3 months and arguing constantly, it was time. I was happy with it. I made the decision. I was seeing a few different guys, mostly douchebags. I did like one guy but he has all but dropped of the face of the planet. Ryan is seeing a guy he likes... I feel like im going to lose it. At least Ryan isn't a complete fucking moron and we... even if you have to dig down to the very core of it... love each other. I'm hurting. If anyone is online now, a speedy comment/reply to this message would be nice. I need to talk to someone and apparently I have shitty friends.
PAUSE
REWIND
I broke up with Ryan. We were seriously having sex like once every 2-3 months and arguing constantly, it was time. I was happy with it. I made the decision. I was seeing a few different guys, mostly douchebags. I did like one guy but he has all but dropped of the face of the planet. Ryan is seeing a guy he likes... I feel like im going to lose it. At least Ryan isn't a complete fucking moron and we... even if you have to dig down to the very core of it... love each other. I'm hurting. If anyone is online now, a speedy comment/reply to this message would be nice. I need to talk to someone and apparently I have shitty friends.