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So why am I here? What is the reason for me being here?
I don't know anymore, and maybe someone can tell me. But I really don't think anyone out there could tell me that.
I'm just a kid, trying to figure out what I'm going to do. Trying to get a job. Trying to pass drug tests. Trying to make something of myself.
But I haven't heard anything good from it. Maybe I should give up. Maybe I should stop, cease, and desist what I'm doing. All my efforts result in nothing good. Or so I've heard. So I'll stop, and die. Because that's the only thing I can do that will end the incessant complaining about my life and how much I've done to mess it up.
But I'm not going to do that. I'm just going to shut out the negatives, and pray that I can pull off the positives. College, a new home, a decent job, everything. I'm on my own now. No point in asking for help, because I don't see it coming. But if I do all this on my own, I'll feel much better about my accomplishments. Because right now, nothing good I've done is making me feel good.
I'll be looking for a new place to live, since I'm moving out next week. If anyone else is moving out, and staying down here, give me a ring. Maybe we can room together and take some of the rent off each other. 305-804-2601 gets me.
Peace and love.
I don't know anymore, and maybe someone can tell me. But I really don't think anyone out there could tell me that.
I'm just a kid, trying to figure out what I'm going to do. Trying to get a job. Trying to pass drug tests. Trying to make something of myself.
But I haven't heard anything good from it. Maybe I should give up. Maybe I should stop, cease, and desist what I'm doing. All my efforts result in nothing good. Or so I've heard. So I'll stop, and die. Because that's the only thing I can do that will end the incessant complaining about my life and how much I've done to mess it up.
But I'm not going to do that. I'm just going to shut out the negatives, and pray that I can pull off the positives. College, a new home, a decent job, everything. I'm on my own now. No point in asking for help, because I don't see it coming. But if I do all this on my own, I'll feel much better about my accomplishments. Because right now, nothing good I've done is making me feel good.
I'll be looking for a new place to live, since I'm moving out next week. If anyone else is moving out, and staying down here, give me a ring. Maybe we can room together and take some of the rent off each other. 305-804-2601 gets me.
Peace and love.