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so tomorrow i might get a kitten...losing madison has really screwed me up...it's been almost 3 months now and when i think about her, i almost start to cry...since then i think i've become a bit depressed and withdrawn...it's been hard for me to interact with people...i've been trying recently but i can still feel the emptiness...and me being me...afraid of everything and filled with anxiety...it's not going so well...
so...seeing as my friend adgee has some kittens that need awesome homes, i think i might take one in hopes of making things a little better...and getting me to remember how to love things again...when i think back on the past few months, my love for my friends has went down...i don't think i've been feeling anything...depression...sadness...loneliness...emptiness...are all parts of what i feel when i think of friends and family...i don't want to feel that way anymore...so yeah...i'm really thinking about getting a new kitten...not to replace madison but to help me remember how to be happy again...i will post pictures of the kitty if i get one...and when i do, people should come over and see it ^____^...haha
that's all for now
so...seeing as my friend adgee has some kittens that need awesome homes, i think i might take one in hopes of making things a little better...and getting me to remember how to love things again...when i think back on the past few months, my love for my friends has went down...i don't think i've been feeling anything...depression...sadness...loneliness...emptiness...are all parts of what i feel when i think of friends and family...i don't want to feel that way anymore...so yeah...i'm really thinking about getting a new kitten...not to replace madison but to help me remember how to be happy again...i will post pictures of the kitty if i get one...and when i do, people should come over and see it ^____^...haha
that's all for now