nihilism.......is on hiatus.
NO NO I AM NOT ON HIATUS, NIHILISM IS! SEE! is taking a break and is going to be re-written much better later. i am finishing old oneshots that i never completed and brain storming for an up-coming chp fic. this one is already mostly planned out from begining to end and i KNOW this is MY fic! im more into romantic fics...not AU like Nihilism. Nihilism was supposed to be Psychological Horror/ Thriller but idk. i feel like such a lousy writer. im so disappointed in myself that i started a fic and didnt know where i was taking it, i ALWAYS do my oneshot like that..i just put them in a situation and whatever happens happens (unless im trying to describe a mood), well now i know that that is BAD for chapter fics! and chapter fic world and oneshot world are DIFFERENT! so different! so for the new one is called Carrousel (sic, its french version). but im not going into anymore. im debating on weather i should write the whole thing before i post it or not. i think i am going to write it first because last time didnt go so well and if i wait to post, i can change things around as i like and not get stuck because of inconcistencies (?). well i am much looking forward to Shiroi Ai to sumthn sumthn. jeez, i swear i am so bad at remembering fic names. fer real. but that fic is my current fave. well....i am reading 3 fics right now. i love them all equally but for different reasons (i suppose if i had kids, that how id tell them if they askd who more. lol but im 14 so no.) okay so the Shirio Ai fic, 19th Century Life (every pairing you could imagine with diru and myv. i swear, its very uppy and downny. but you feel for the characters and their choices and sometimes it hurts you a little to know one ..or two...or three...of the, is hurting but its also very sweet^-^), Give Me....Nothing (Kyo is kidnapped by someone who he doesnt know...I KNOW! BUT I WONT TELL INCASE YOU DECIDE TO READ IT! which i think you should! and the person is obsessed with him and is so....real, like its so vivid and every single emotion kyo feels, you feel it to -thats how it is in real like with him too, huh?- so good!) and Shorio Ai is good because...really itd take me all night to try to put into words why i love it so much so here. ill be mega breif (hee hee). love love love loneliness sad sad EMOTION love obsession MENTAL DISORDERS (im way into that stuff!) love love more mental disorders love sweet love and ahhhhh its never boring and idk you just have to read it to get it! okay?! i love all three of these fics and you should deff. check em out! ahhhh i cant read the next chp of Give Me...Nothing right now cuz im so tired im about to fall face to the key board, fer sure. goodnight, minna.