College Almost Done and THE MOVE
Wow I only have a few weeks left at Lambuth.
After 4 years of drama, ups and downs it is finally almost over. My degree is finally in reach.
I would be lying if I didn't say I wasn't scared out of my bloody mind about it all being over. It is almost time for me to put on my big boy pants and step out into the real world. The idea of not coming back to the same old same old every year is just a scary concept.
My mother is not thrilled with the idea of me moving to Dallas at all, she has made it quite clear many times that she does not feel that I am being smart about the whole thing, but then again she never thinks I'm being smart on anything. The concept of being in ONE spot for a long while is very different to me also. I've been moving back and forth between my multiple homes for years now, and even living at home we were always moving around to different places. Settling down as it were is something new and feels so final. I'm not one that can usually stay in one location for long, so the idea of moving to Dallas and STAYING there is within itself quite frightening. I so afraid I'm going to fuck it up, make a wrong move and end up with everyone hating me, or accidentally causing a stream of drama as it seems that llama follows me wherever I am. I'm just oddly scared by the whole move. I know I'll get over it after it is all said and done but it is just something I'm coping with now.
Anyway, I'll leave y'all alone now, I just felt like I needed to unload a little bit as I always do when stressed it feels.
Hope you all have a fantastic week ^^
Much <3
~Kyo
After 4 years of drama, ups and downs it is finally almost over. My degree is finally in reach.
I would be lying if I didn't say I wasn't scared out of my bloody mind about it all being over. It is almost time for me to put on my big boy pants and step out into the real world. The idea of not coming back to the same old same old every year is just a scary concept.
My mother is not thrilled with the idea of me moving to Dallas at all, she has made it quite clear many times that she does not feel that I am being smart about the whole thing, but then again she never thinks I'm being smart on anything. The concept of being in ONE spot for a long while is very different to me also. I've been moving back and forth between my multiple homes for years now, and even living at home we were always moving around to different places. Settling down as it were is something new and feels so final. I'm not one that can usually stay in one location for long, so the idea of moving to Dallas and STAYING there is within itself quite frightening. I so afraid I'm going to fuck it up, make a wrong move and end up with everyone hating me, or accidentally causing a stream of drama as it seems that llama follows me wherever I am. I'm just oddly scared by the whole move. I know I'll get over it after it is all said and done but it is just something I'm coping with now.
Anyway, I'll leave y'all alone now, I just felt like I needed to unload a little bit as I always do when stressed it feels.
Hope you all have a fantastic week ^^
Much <3
~Kyo