Nervous
I have to take my car in tomorrow in the morning to get some stuff fixed. I'm hoping it's no more than $500, but I'm thinking it will be. I'm just sort of praying it's not like a grand. Sigh. I just need a new job on top of this one and it wouldn't be a big deal. I used to always have enough money to pay for when my car needed something and now it's like I have nothing really. Sigh. I dunno what to do at times. I think I have to put it on a credit card, but I don't like doing that. I thought I would have some extra money this week and I have to put it all towards this. It just makes me upset because I miss everything lately, I don't go anywhere, I'm always at work, but whatever. I need to stop stressing it and just pray on it and call it a night.
I just watched some Roswell, and am doing some writing of this story for a little while and then I hope to do some reading. Just doing me and living the single life. Going to work and coming home everyday because honestly, I think that mentally, that's all I can deal with at the moment.
There were 3 albums coming out tomorrow that I wanted to buy, but I don't know if I can if I have to put all my money into my car. I wish I got paid every week. lol. What do I need money for anyway? It's not like I have to go anywhere. I'm not going out anymore, I'm staying in. It's fall. No more clubs. I don't think I'll be going out anywhere until my birthday.
No more dates for a while, so it's just going to be a whole lot of nothing, day in and day out.
I'll post on how it goes with the car. I hope my baby is okay. It's some pretty routine stuff, but I get nervous. Later.
I just watched some Roswell, and am doing some writing of this story for a little while and then I hope to do some reading. Just doing me and living the single life. Going to work and coming home everyday because honestly, I think that mentally, that's all I can deal with at the moment.
There were 3 albums coming out tomorrow that I wanted to buy, but I don't know if I can if I have to put all my money into my car. I wish I got paid every week. lol. What do I need money for anyway? It's not like I have to go anywhere. I'm not going out anymore, I'm staying in. It's fall. No more clubs. I don't think I'll be going out anywhere until my birthday.
No more dates for a while, so it's just going to be a whole lot of nothing, day in and day out.
I'll post on how it goes with the car. I hope my baby is okay. It's some pretty routine stuff, but I get nervous. Later.