5th wheel
I really should be asleep right now. I have to get up early tomorrow. Apparently, my mom thinks that because I helped her pick out new carpet I need to be there when they install it! I got to out tonight with some really cool people. I like being single, I really do...but its hard when you're with two other couples and you're the only single person. Its times like that that I do get lonely. But its hard to find good, spiritual, or pagan men that are single, not gay, not too far out there (I'm weird ok, but there is a limit), and at least semi-attractive. I don't mean to sound shallow, but I do need to be attracted to my partner. I know that people can get more attractive based on their personality, but there is a point where that doesn't work. And unfortunately, the pagan community tends to attract a lot of people on the fringe of society...which is a double edged sword. Well, I'm off to bed. Tomorrow will come way too fast. Hey, maybe I'll actually get to see my brother and sister-in-law tomorrow. Them being in the area and all, stranger things have happened.