Jul 02, 2004 11:46
Yep, still pregnant...
My friend Erin finally had her baby... a girl... named her alexis. She was 12 days late mind you... Not me, I'll elect to be induced on my due date if I have to. I miss her... We were supposed to be pregnant together, but after I moved back to working in Flint, I haven't seen her. I am supposed to go out and visit her, and her new baby, but I think I might wait untill mine is born, then they can drool together:) Two more weeks, to the day, and I'm due. I'm very excited, and very nervous. I hope she is born healthy, and happy. I really don't know what to expect. Everyone is prolly sick of hearing me update on my pregnancy, but it's all I know right now. I am on maternity leave. I'm not going back to work untill after the baby is born, and I've had some time to spend with her a little... I'm thinking mid august... but who knows... I'm supposed to go camping the first week of august, where I will have to leave my Child with the Barb.. Zachs mom, who is very compitent, but I also fear she will not want to give her back:) She told me the other day that she just wants to retire and hang out with maeleigh all day... No offense, but she didn't do such a bang up job on her children, I'm not sure how much of an influence I want her to have on mine. In other news, Zach wants me to just be a stay at home mom.... which is quite tempting, but he doesn't make enough money for all of us... well he makes enough for the bills, but then we wouldn't have any of the extra stuff....
I don't know, I need a change though, I guess i'll get that when maeleigh is born, but something in my life is missing, and I don't know what it is. How is it that these last couple weeks can seem longer than nine months? I just want to have this baby, and move on from this waiting state of mind, because it's driving me crazy....
Thqat's all for now I guess...