Too lazy to do a real update, so poetry instead. Deal with it.

[kymess_jr]

in those years

there was a time when
we walked side by side
and drank for fun
and you looked at me like-

there was a time when
the best sound in the world, my world
was your laughter after three long drags
and I wanted to touch your skin;

there was a time when
I traced your every thought
and you scrutinized my movements
before I even flinched, but

there was a time when
I heard you yell and you
never even knew what I said (we said)
only blinking, empty eyes.

And there was a time when
we walked side by side
and it was so dark out
you held my hand.