my weekend
Friday:
*football in the mud with the guys! soo much fun we have to do it again! (but maybe when its
a LITTLE warmer out!!)
*poker at chris's..broke even, but had fun.
*saw White Noise with Joely..and went to Mels after
Saterday..
*woke up, went to work, closed early kuz of the wind!
*picked up Bry and arranged a little poker
*went to target got a CD and some condoms (dont ask! haha)
*KICKED ASS in poker..ok, fine i lost 6 bux...but it was cool
*took bry home and almost ran a red light (scary shit!)
*talked to scotti till 5am..heard a ghost in my house and went to bed
Sun Deezy:
*woke up thinking i was getting my new celly today, and then learned that i have to wait until the
22nd..damn!..picked it out anyway
*Zo called...i picked up scotti, and we went to zo's heezy! watched Napolean Dynomyte and started
Harold and Kumar. FUNNY SHIT!
*the boys attacked me! (held me down and touched my feet...omg i wanted to KILL them!!!!)ewww!!!
so the weekend was cool, i probably should have spent more time studying for effing finals! but its all good..ill do fine.
ive realized that what i had is not what i want. what i THOUGHT i had is what i want. but no pressure.i like it now. its easy..its good. i hate that i gave him everything at one point, and now its almost like we have nothing. but in a weird way i like this "nothing" that we share..because its ours...and it will forever be ours, because its like our own little secret that will haunt us forever, whether we want it or not. its not our choice..its reality.
i miss it sometimes, but i know that there is nothing there to miss, so i get over it. i always get over it... but like i said..i like it now...
*football in the mud with the guys! soo much fun we have to do it again! (but maybe when its
a LITTLE warmer out!!)
*poker at chris's..broke even, but had fun.
*saw White Noise with Joely..and went to Mels after
Saterday..
*woke up, went to work, closed early kuz of the wind!
*picked up Bry and arranged a little poker
*went to target got a CD and some condoms (dont ask! haha)
*KICKED ASS in poker..ok, fine i lost 6 bux...but it was cool
*took bry home and almost ran a red light (scary shit!)
*talked to scotti till 5am..heard a ghost in my house and went to bed
Sun Deezy:
*woke up thinking i was getting my new celly today, and then learned that i have to wait until the
22nd..damn!..picked it out anyway
*Zo called...i picked up scotti, and we went to zo's heezy! watched Napolean Dynomyte and started
Harold and Kumar. FUNNY SHIT!
*the boys attacked me! (held me down and touched my feet...omg i wanted to KILL them!!!!)ewww!!!
so the weekend was cool, i probably should have spent more time studying for effing finals! but its all good..ill do fine.
ive realized that what i had is not what i want. what i THOUGHT i had is what i want. but no pressure.i like it now. its easy..its good. i hate that i gave him everything at one point, and now its almost like we have nothing. but in a weird way i like this "nothing" that we share..because its ours...and it will forever be ours, because its like our own little secret that will haunt us forever, whether we want it or not. its not our choice..its reality.
i miss it sometimes, but i know that there is nothing there to miss, so i get over it. i always get over it... but like i said..i like it now...