adaptation

[kylehuck]

i figure that every once and a while, you experience a mighty low... like a time when you cant really figure how youre going to put all your energy you have together so that everything will work in favor for your pre-meditated life following this low... if that makes any sense to you... i just figure, sometimes your lows are only there because of the highs you expect in life... sometimes if my high is to eat some ice cream, the day can make it better for me... if its rainy, it doesnt mean my ice cream tastes different, it means i might enjoy it differently... same with if it happens to be really hot and sunny out... when a friend of mine makes it through a rough patch, because they are determined to be happy and good again, it helps me to know that any dose of encouragement i give them, can be used as fuel towards a happy being. through a situation i wouldnt prefer to be in maybe....
tomorrow i am leaving vancouver and going to toronto, i dont know how long i will be there, i dont really know why i am going, what the significance is. i miss a certain someone and cant wait to re-unite. my life feels so messy, but theres nothing in it to mess it up... i just feel like a floater right now.
i hope you are all well and enjoy your life.