Who's pulling my strings?
I have been on hietis for some time and now am back. I missed writing so much and just haven't found the time to continue with it till recently... actually it's still not a time issue but a NEED to write issue now. Life has been hard these past couple years and with no real outlet I retreated into myself and have made myself sick. After a recent heart break I have been rushed to reality and have decided to write again. I dont know if any will read these rants but at least the pointless emptying of my mind will find solice in the fact that less stress will occupy the space where it used to have been. I hope that this future will be brighter. I cant aford to go to get 'professional' help so maybe venting will suffice for now. Its amazing how much I look like Wakaba. Hmmmph... I will be posting periodically the meanderings of my troubled mind, feel free to give me your two cents.