Fic: Did it Hurt? When you clawed your way up from the depths of hell?
Title~ Did it Hurt? When you clawed your way up from the depths of hell?
Fandom~ Victorious
Characters~ Jade, Tori, Cat, Moose, Beck (Jade/Beck, Jade/Beck/Cat, speculative Jade/Beck/Moose)
Rating~ Teen
Word Count~ 3800+
Summary~ Jade West doesn't believe in competition - leading up to the break-up and after; Spoilers through "Three Girls and a ( Read more... )
Fandom~ Victorious
Characters~ Jade, Tori, Cat, Moose, Beck (Jade/Beck, Jade/Beck/Cat, speculative Jade/Beck/Moose)
Rating~ Teen
Word Count~ 3800+
Summary~ Jade West doesn't believe in competition - leading up to the break-up and after; Spoilers through "Three Girls and a ( Read more... )
It felt like Reality. Like a state of Being. This so much ( ... )
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And she wants things so much, and she tries so hard, and she never gets as far as she wants to (I try so hard and I'm never the one). YES. And also: this is all your fault.
I loved the tiny little descriptions of what everyone was doing at Tori's house, and later how Jade knew everyone was asleep. Because I kink!family these kids SO HARD. And of COURSE Jade knows everything that everyone is doing - and notices the little details (that Robbie is not one of the boys, that Tori and Cat LOVE EACH OTHER, etc.) It makes me happier than it should to imagine all of these kids just lazing around together.
That whole scene in the dance studio did stupid things to my ( ... )
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It was pretty cathartic to read, as well. Because I'm right there with you on the overidentifying, and I get the feeling that, unlike with Beck, we're overidentifying in pretty much the same way...
And also: this is all your fault.
*Kanye shrug*
It makes me happier than it should to imagine all of these kids just lazing around together.
Because it is an adorable mental image. ADORABLE.
the reality of their desire to be actors is not lost on me, as a previous theatre-kid. YES. I didn't act, but I was a techie in high school and hung around with all the theatre-kids, and just YES. Also, I've taken dance my whole life, so Jade running through the routines over and over until she was literally too tired to move, really worked for me :D ( ... )
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Also, I've taken dance my whole life, so Jade running through the routines over and over until she was literally too tired to move, really worked for me :D \o/ I'm so SUPER glad! Jade/dancing is this horribly sado-masochistic ship that kinks all my kinks.
I like your sweating explanation! THIS SHOW. It thinks it doesn't have ~depth BUT IT DOES.
Jade/Tori is lovely and painful and just. Gods I love them like WHAT.
Right? She gets them into so much crap, but everyone loves her, and it's pretty cute. I'm so "if I love you and you love something, I'll love it too" and ... so I love Tori because they love her. It works for me! (It's like someone wrote this show for me and it just... IDEK how that happened? All the threesomes and the love and the drama-kids and the family!kinks... how did this happen?)
Not because they don't want to be together, but because they can't imagine not being together, and the ( ... )
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Quite awesome!
Jade/dancing is this horribly sado-masochistic ship that kinks all my kinks.
It's a good one! also that one time when she and Beck took salsa dancing
It thinks it doesn't have ~depth BUT IT DOES.
It totally does! And on a shallower, Jade-hates-sweating note, one of my squares for kink bingo is bodily secretions, and there's a pretty good chance that it's going to end up being sweat, Jade/Beck, and something along the lines of "Hey, I know you think sweating is gross, but I bet I can make you sweat in a fun way."
(It's like someone wrote this show for me and it just... IDEK how that happened? All the threesomes and the love and the drama-kids and the family!kinks... how did this happen?THIS IS WHAT I'M SAYING. I just meant to watch a couple episodes because it was summer and I was bored and there was nothing else on tv. And then somehow this silly little kid's show started hitting ALL OF MY KINKS. I'm pretty sure there isn't any other ( ... )
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EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS! YES.
:DDD one of my sort-of written stories is has some of this happening in it and maybe I'll finish that up tonight
*grabby hands*
is that there isn't a lot of sex stuff that makes them uncomfortable
The amount of times Jade mentions "good pain" and the "tummy rubbing" incident, combined with the handcuffs and the "time out" scene...... THIS SHIT IS CANON.
And - idk - in my head, this is a major reason why Beck/Tori is so awkward-friends level interaction. Because she's such the baby of the group, to me. Possibly because she's so gay and ( ... )
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So I did not finish it up this weekend, mostly because my common sense kicked in and insisted I spend time on the large amount of homework I have due tomorrow. But I feel bad because I said I was going to finish it and didn't, so here have an excerpt from it instead:
"It’s over. He’ll move on. Or, at least, he’ll move forward. But it’s hard because she’s everywhere he looks. Everywhere he goes. And if she’s not there in person, she’s left reminders. She’s still all over the RV. Her clothes taking up space in his closet, a pair of her boots sticking halfway out from under his bed, her books on his table, her handwriting on his whiteboard, and a black stain of eyeliner on his (her) pillow from makeup she’d forgotten to take off before falling asleep. He doesn’t know what to do with any of it, so he leaves everything where it is and hopes Jade will come collecting soon.
She doesn’t. He deals.
(He doesn’t). "
The amount of times Jade mentions "good pain" and the "tummy rubbing" incident, combined with the ( ... )
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so he leaves everything where it is and hopes Jade will come collecting soon.
Just break my heart why don't you?
but it has less to do with being good at sex and more to do with being good with each other.
See... now I want ALL THE FIC of them trying to be sexy with other people and just utterly, completely ~failing at life. Because if you grow up around a person like that - there's no way that you'd be "normal" by the same standards as other people, you know? Everything about the way you think about bodies and your body is so tied up in that other person ... engaging in a new physical relationship would be a whole new level of awkward and scary. POOR PUPPIES!
This may or may not be an utterly and completely true fear in my life right now
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But it's so very much the opposite of fun... (Peer critique question sheets for two of my classmates short stories)
Just break my heart why don't you?
I try :D
ee... now I want ALL THE FIC of them trying to be sexy with other people and just utterly, completely ~failing at life.
This is all I want from life, basically. Also something I am definitely going to write. And possibly answer your trick or treat on my halloween meme with it. And by possibly, I mean I'm writing you comment fic as we speak.
Because if you grow up around a person like that - there's no way that you'd be "normal" by the same standards as other people, you know? Everything about the way you think about bodies and your body is so tied up in that other person ... engaging in a new physical relationship would be a whole new level of awkward and scary. POOR PUPPIES!YES. EXACTLY. Because when you're young like that and exploring and neither of you any prior experience and not many occasions to talk about sex with your peers in a non- ( ... )
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