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To start off..my weekend was eventful, on Friday I was invited by Sarah to attend 'Monte Carlo' at the UofA, It was a party thing for all the New Start students..I thought the opportunity would be fun, and I'd get too meet new people!! The party was fun..and it was cool too see the different types of people..it gave me a new out look on college in general..and maybe even life!! hah who would have thought a little get together could have that effect on you!! Later that night, We went to Norman's where there was about 7 guys.. Sarah and I were the only girls..haha talk about not fitting in..It was a fun experience! Then to Syd's to go spend the night..and go to Viva Burrito at 3:30am with Adam and the guys haha good times good times!!
The rest of my weekend was spent sleeping, and watching movies at home all alone..I think that maybe, I needed that alone time to just gather thoughts and things of that sort maybe I dunno..I dont know if I came to any conclusions on anything that I though about..but hey I guess it was worth the try..
Tonight was another night spent making whirlpools..and just having some good ol' summer fun in the pool..But while floating around, and gazing at the stars peeking through the clouds, I realized that separation is near for many of us..JC is leaving next month along with Cheli and Vela..They may not know this, BUT I am going to really miss them..Miss the talks, the swimming, the coffee nights at Safehouse..everything about them..I know that life will go on..but it has to go on minus 3 of my good friends!! I know we will keep in touch..and make some visits to see each other!! I just don't feel like my emotions aren't stable right now..I dont know why they are that way..all of my friends are starting to get irritated with me, or at least I feel that way..maybe it's my random imagination..or maybe they really are but they don't want to tell me..I'm pushing them away slowley...it hurts!! They try to tell me the truth about how THEY feel and give Their advice..It's coming from their hearts and I appricate every bit of it..but it just hurts!!!!
The rest of my weekend was spent sleeping, and watching movies at home all alone..I think that maybe, I needed that alone time to just gather thoughts and things of that sort maybe I dunno..I dont know if I came to any conclusions on anything that I though about..but hey I guess it was worth the try..
Tonight was another night spent making whirlpools..and just having some good ol' summer fun in the pool..But while floating around, and gazing at the stars peeking through the clouds, I realized that separation is near for many of us..JC is leaving next month along with Cheli and Vela..They may not know this, BUT I am going to really miss them..Miss the talks, the swimming, the coffee nights at Safehouse..everything about them..I know that life will go on..but it has to go on minus 3 of my good friends!! I know we will keep in touch..and make some visits to see each other!! I just don't feel like my emotions aren't stable right now..I dont know why they are that way..all of my friends are starting to get irritated with me, or at least I feel that way..maybe it's my random imagination..or maybe they really are but they don't want to tell me..I'm pushing them away slowley...it hurts!! They try to tell me the truth about how THEY feel and give Their advice..It's coming from their hearts and I appricate every bit of it..but it just hurts!!!!