My destination anywhere...
So far today has been such a long day..kind of a drag!! I woke up around 10:30, just sat around and then went to the gym around 2!! I am so sore and it's so painful!! To even stand up almost kills me, it's so crazy!! After the gym, went to lunch with sarah then to the mall we seen a Syd look alike it was so weird and random hah..
Now I am just sitting in my room looking at pictures from the past..old friends, new friends, people that are no longer friends,vacations,camping trip....just of a bunch of stuff over the years!! I kind of miss things, but I can't put my finger on exactly what it is I miss or why I miss it so much...I just feel like sitting at home all night and not doing anything but just sitting here it's peaceful and bittersweet...I know that may sound like self pity..but I just don't feel up to anything anymore, I've been put in a bad mood since the day has been long and a drag things just turned me off and I feel like keeping to myself!!!! Maybe tonight will get better I don't really know..
I want to get away from Tucson..I need a trip and time to relax and get away, but then again thats just running from probs !!
Now I am just sitting in my room looking at pictures from the past..old friends, new friends, people that are no longer friends,vacations,camping trip....just of a bunch of stuff over the years!! I kind of miss things, but I can't put my finger on exactly what it is I miss or why I miss it so much...I just feel like sitting at home all night and not doing anything but just sitting here it's peaceful and bittersweet...I know that may sound like self pity..but I just don't feel up to anything anymore, I've been put in a bad mood since the day has been long and a drag things just turned me off and I feel like keeping to myself!!!! Maybe tonight will get better I don't really know..
I want to get away from Tucson..I need a trip and time to relax and get away, but then again thats just running from probs !!