L-O-V-E
Don't pay any attention to the title... that's just the name of the song running through my head. I've been thinking a lot lately about my life and it's direction, or lack thereof. I am done with classes this semester. Now, I only have to get through finals week. I have three finals- German, Choral Lit and Arranging, and Song Lit. I also have a jury, but I only have to sing two songs.
I have two concerns right now:
1. I'm in love with a person who may or may not love me back. I really don't know. There are definitely mixed signals flying around. He knows how I feel. And we are friends, but he says and does things that suggest he would want more, but then always comments on how we could only be friends. I just don't understand, and it's really frustrating me. I wish I could read his mind. If he only want a friendship, that is fine. I think it's better to have him as a friend than not have him at all.
2. There's another certain person who thinks things are better. This is my way of letting this person know that things are NOT OK. Please don't think that just because I'm being civil and cordial that I'm magically over it like I typically am. I just want you to know I'll NEVER trust you again.
Other things in my life are ok. I'm looking forward to a Christmas party John and Ryan are having here on Tuesday night.
I hope you all have a great time!
Kelly
I have two concerns right now:
1. I'm in love with a person who may or may not love me back. I really don't know. There are definitely mixed signals flying around. He knows how I feel. And we are friends, but he says and does things that suggest he would want more, but then always comments on how we could only be friends. I just don't understand, and it's really frustrating me. I wish I could read his mind. If he only want a friendship, that is fine. I think it's better to have him as a friend than not have him at all.
2. There's another certain person who thinks things are better. This is my way of letting this person know that things are NOT OK. Please don't think that just because I'm being civil and cordial that I'm magically over it like I typically am. I just want you to know I'll NEVER trust you again.
Other things in my life are ok. I'm looking forward to a Christmas party John and Ryan are having here on Tuesday night.
I hope you all have a great time!
Kelly