is it bad that im dying for it to be summer?
Well...we found a puppy. Mo, Steph and I were driving home from pet co with Zoe and Lola and this pack of dogs comes running up to our house. We got freaked out but then realized they were puppies with their mommy. Or course our dogs went crazy, but mo has been talking about gettin her own puppy lately and we tried to catch one to see if they had collars (there are tons of strays in our neighborhood) and we ended up following them around our neighborhood for like 30 minutes until we caught one. I know this all sounds very creepy...but seriously they were filthy, no collars, dying of thirst..it was sad. And they were so effffinnnggg cuuutte.
So yah. since then we have been hugging him nonstop. We took him to the vet and bathed him and apparently he is a mix of Rottwiler and Bermeese Mountain Dog...which means he is going to be about 120 lbs full grown. So yeah...that probably means we have to find him a new home, but for now we are taking good care of him. and his name is King...but we dont call him that. when do i ever call me dogs their real name? We call him friend, puppy, babyboy, but mostly just fatty or tubby because his belly is so huge it gets in the way all the time. like while trying to jump on the couch. its so funny.
well on to my ambiguoius self...i have been having two kinds of days lately. amazing ones. and the ones that make you not want to get out of bed in the morning. it's really quite interesting. because i know which kind of day its going to be about 30 seconds after i wake up. its like im waiting on something. which im really started to figure out is so fucked up.
i want to be happy.
all the time. even if shit sucks. i need to set aside a part of myself that feels good. it sounds so stupid but thats the only way i know how to describe it. and this is for organizing my thoughts, remember? that was me telling myself i dont sound stupid. i think im going to have to be like charlotte season five. writing mantras on my mirror every morning in lipstick. except this time im not looking for my 2nd husband. i'm looking for my freaking head. awesome. i officially sound like a crazy.
i should probably give up now before i get a ridiculous comment from someone telling me to shut up and suck it up. i kinda like that....shut up and suck it up. i think i found my mantra.
so anyways guess which kind of day it was today?
So yah. since then we have been hugging him nonstop. We took him to the vet and bathed him and apparently he is a mix of Rottwiler and Bermeese Mountain Dog...which means he is going to be about 120 lbs full grown. So yeah...that probably means we have to find him a new home, but for now we are taking good care of him. and his name is King...but we dont call him that. when do i ever call me dogs their real name? We call him friend, puppy, babyboy, but mostly just fatty or tubby because his belly is so huge it gets in the way all the time. like while trying to jump on the couch. its so funny.
well on to my ambiguoius self...i have been having two kinds of days lately. amazing ones. and the ones that make you not want to get out of bed in the morning. it's really quite interesting. because i know which kind of day its going to be about 30 seconds after i wake up. its like im waiting on something. which im really started to figure out is so fucked up.
i want to be happy.
all the time. even if shit sucks. i need to set aside a part of myself that feels good. it sounds so stupid but thats the only way i know how to describe it. and this is for organizing my thoughts, remember? that was me telling myself i dont sound stupid. i think im going to have to be like charlotte season five. writing mantras on my mirror every morning in lipstick. except this time im not looking for my 2nd husband. i'm looking for my freaking head. awesome. i officially sound like a crazy.
i should probably give up now before i get a ridiculous comment from someone telling me to shut up and suck it up. i kinda like that....shut up and suck it up. i think i found my mantra.
so anyways guess which kind of day it was today?