i rock.
Today i had to pick which courses i would take next semester. Since my track is supposedly Software Engineering, it would be more advantageous for me to take up 2 of the ff:
SO... in order to enjoy (while learning from a very good teacher) my last sem studying (after this, ill only have my Thesis left), i will enroll in:
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edit 1: this afternoon when i was asking other professors about their opinion on the classes offered, i was told that Game Programming was very hard and complicated. and then i instantly got scared. i thought about the Math involved. The complexity of the algorithms. and how high my chances would be of fucking up. and how i couldnt afford a grade lower than A for the Japan scholarship im hoping to get next year. So i told myself to forget about game development.
it was a good thing though that my old programming teacher was there, and he told me that i could definitely handle it. coming from him, someone who can probably see my strengths and weaknesses better, it really boosted my self-confidence. because i really have loooooooooow self-confidence. i always rely on people to reassure me that i can do it!! if no one does, i usually back out. it really sucks you know.. I cant say im a risk taker. im afraid of messing up, and failing. its not like i never failed before.. i just feel pressure not to, so the best way not to fail, is to avoid doing things youre not sure you can pull off. gah.. but i wont get anywhere far if i keep setting my goals really low.
someone recommend a nice self-help book. >:E or a seminar that can help me be a more confident person. >:E i should realize how much i rock. lolz
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edit 2: OT!!!!!! but i just have to share how i totally love finch. ewan. matagal na. but the more i listen to it talaga, the more i feel the song. ang bigat. and i guess it suits my mood. damn.
mirrored from my Evil Blog. >XD
- Advanced Systems Analysis and Design
Distributed and Enterprise Software
Information Engineering
Survey of ICT Standards
SO... in order to enjoy (while learning from a very good teacher) my last sem studying (after this, ill only have my Thesis left), i will enroll in:
- Introduction to Theory, Design and Development of Computer Games
PC and Console Dame Development
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edit 1: this afternoon when i was asking other professors about their opinion on the classes offered, i was told that Game Programming was very hard and complicated. and then i instantly got scared. i thought about the Math involved. The complexity of the algorithms. and how high my chances would be of fucking up. and how i couldnt afford a grade lower than A for the Japan scholarship im hoping to get next year. So i told myself to forget about game development.
it was a good thing though that my old programming teacher was there, and he told me that i could definitely handle it. coming from him, someone who can probably see my strengths and weaknesses better, it really boosted my self-confidence. because i really have loooooooooow self-confidence. i always rely on people to reassure me that i can do it!! if no one does, i usually back out. it really sucks you know.. I cant say im a risk taker. im afraid of messing up, and failing. its not like i never failed before.. i just feel pressure not to, so the best way not to fail, is to avoid doing things youre not sure you can pull off. gah.. but i wont get anywhere far if i keep setting my goals really low.
someone recommend a nice self-help book. >:E or a seminar that can help me be a more confident person. >:E i should realize how much i rock. lolz
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edit 2: OT!!!!!! but i just have to share how i totally love finch. ewan. matagal na. but the more i listen to it talaga, the more i feel the song. ang bigat. and i guess it suits my mood. damn.
mirrored from my Evil Blog. >XD