what would you do in a situation like that?!
Today was not what I expected it to be at all. I spent the day out shopping with my wonderful boyfriend. We were looking at prom dresses; we went to two different malls, and I honestly saw maybe two dresses that I liked. I'm very picky, but oh well, it made the shopping a lot easier. I still have my heart set on this one deep purple dress I found online, so we'll see.
Well then I had to work. And considering today was gorgeous and like 80 degrees outside, work was really busy. It was not fun at all. We were supposed to close at 9...no way, we closed at 9:30 because we still had customers in drive-thru. I was getting shitty, no joke. It was quite annoying. I saw lots of people I knew, though. Matthew and his parents came in, Melissa and her children came through drive-thru, my dad, and this girl, Megan Minker from choir last year came in. It was cool. But work was not. But anyway, when I got off Manda was waiting for me in the parking lot, so that made me happy to see her! We randomly went to McDonald's and ate some french fries and did some catching up. We don't get to talk as often as we used to because we're so busy doing different things. But that part of my night was good.
I got home, changed my clothes, told my parents I wasn't staying the night there, and came over to Manda's. That part of the night was not good. I just really did not want to be there. At all. So I left. I didn't ask to leave, I just left. There was no way in hell they could keep me there. I just don't want to deal with anything right now, I don't want to think about anything, I don't want to talk about anything. This isn't happening. This can't be real. I don't know how else to deal with it other than just....not.
I'm at Manda's now....we've been talking for a really long time. And I appreciate her, and I am so thankful that I have a friend like her, so when I want or need to leave my house, I can, and I can just come here. That's good to know.
Ewww, I have to work tomorrow. Gee, this weekend is shaping up to be so much fun...not. God, and work is the last thing on my mind, and the last thing I want to devote my time and energy to. Uhhhh, can't I just have money whenever I need or want it?! No, life doesn't work that way? Well, damn.