Series: What fate has joined together
Chapter Title: Spring Romance
Pairing: yamachii, yamajima friendship
Fandom: hs7, hsjump
Notes: A random au angst yamachii fic....don't hate me for it...
What Fate has joined together ch1. On the wind pt1- yama-centric What Fate has joined together ch1. On the wind pt2- yama-centric What Fate has joined together ch1. No air- Chii-centric What Fate has joined together ch2. Cotton candy- yama-centrici What Fate has joined together ch2. Tattoo- Chii-centric What Fate has joined together ch3. Namida no koi- yama-centric What Fate has joined together ch4. Shinku- yama-centric What Fate has joined together ch5. Happy Birthday- yama-centric Ryosuke
You were like a delicate cherry blossom, our romance was like spring
I had felt like it would go on forever
I thought we were falling in love...
The wind blew to make it flutter down, to make my heart beat faster
I could see the pain you tried to hide...the loneliness...when your smile didn't meet your eyes...
Why wouldn't you let me in? I wanted to take away the pain...
Couldn't you hear me calling?
Didn't you feel me reaching out to you...
Ryosuke...let in me...please...
That breeze takes it away
Flutter, flutter my Sakura
Sakura
Ryosuke...for me it was love at first sight...no...from the first time I heard your voice...
It was a sudden encounter that seemed to only include the two of us in the room
We just said such random things
But for me, I will never forget any of it
The words we said that day weren't important...but I remember every word...
If was the first time I'd ever heard such lonliness...
I will remember it my whole life
I could always tell when you'd been crying...you aren't weak...you are strong to get this far...
Your tears are beautiful because they fall like a flower petals blown by the wind
I know you were scared...I wanted you to take my hand...
Did I not try hard enough? Why couldn't I reach you? You were just beside me...where have you gone?
Ryosuke...don't go where I can't follow...
I didn't know that so I guess there was nothing I could do
Sakura
You were like a delicate cherry blossom, our romance was like spring
I had felt like it would go on forever
I thought we were falling in love...
The wind blew to make it flutter down, to make my heart beat faster
I could see the pain you tried to hide...the loneliness...when your smile didn't meet your eyes...
Why wouldn't you let me in? I wanted to take away the pain...
Can you hear me calling?
Can't you feel me reaching out to you...
Ryosuke...let in me...please...
That breeze takes it away
Flutter, flutter my Sakura
Sakura...
You disappeared from my sight...
When I reached for your hand...all I felt was empty air...
That was why I left...when will you understand? That I couldn't live with the shell when I loved the you I saw inside...I wanted to be with you forever...but you disappeared...shutting me out and I couldn't live alone.
Ryosuke, I still love you...but as long as you can't be with me completely there will never be a chance for us. I can't let myself believe we have a chance when you closed me out like that. I wanted us to be open with each other...I would have listened to your fears as well as your hopes and your dreams but you didn't trust me...
Was everything you said you felt a lie? No...I can't believe that...I have to believe you loved me...but it was too soon...
We should have taken it slow like we planned...
Yet, I don't regret the time we had together...when it was good...it was amazing.
I will always cherish those memories and watch you from afar when I can...