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Apr 09, 2012 00:23

Well.  All my plans with Phoenix might be short lived.  My husband is looking into another job a  few States over.  When looking into rent plus board for the horses he announced that we can only take one horse- and that is HIS mare, Gracie.

When I talked to my parents about them taking over the care of the remaining horses, they said no.

I'm trying not to hyper ventilate.  I cannot get rid of Melody.  Who's going to take my poor crippled mare??  I think I found a free lease home for Phoenix...but what of Ginger, my 30 yr old mare??

I've been on the verge of tears all week at home, and every time I go to the farm I bury my face in Melody's mane.  Phoenix has been extra cuddly.  Even my cranky Old Lady has been nicer.  I can feel the cracks in my heart, and I'm afraid it will shatter at any moment.

One horse.  I can't take my husband mare away, she's his escape.  His therapy.  Melody is mine.  What am I going to do without her?  Even just thinking of it now I can feel the tears slip down my face.  God, what am i going to do if I lose Melody????
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