Apr 09, 2012 00:23
Well. All my plans with Phoenix might be short lived. My husband is looking into another job a few States over. When looking into rent plus board for the horses he announced that we can only take one horse- and that is HIS mare, Gracie.
When I talked to my parents about them taking over the care of the remaining horses, they said no.
I'm trying not to hyper ventilate. I cannot get rid of Melody. Who's going to take my poor crippled mare?? I think I found a free lease home for Phoenix...but what of Ginger, my 30 yr old mare??
I've been on the verge of tears all week at home, and every time I go to the farm I bury my face in Melody's mane. Phoenix has been extra cuddly. Even my cranky Old Lady has been nicer. I can feel the cracks in my heart, and I'm afraid it will shatter at any moment.
One horse. I can't take my husband mare away, she's his escape. His therapy. Melody is mine. What am I going to do without her? Even just thinking of it now I can feel the tears slip down my face. God, what am i going to do if I lose Melody????