I want to restart P90x...
... but at the same time I know that I've got a week of vacation time coming up. Originally I'd planned to spend that taking a road trip, driving down to Key West. But I have nothing solidly planned out, even now, with theoretical departure just over a week away. And I don't want to restart the fitness regimen if I'm going to be on the road in a week, away from TV/DVD player/weights/etc.
Thus, limbo and indecisiveness. Which feels rather like the way I've been all summer long. : (
Complicating all of that is that I've got maybe around $400 in the bank. I get paid next Friday, but a substantial portion of that goes to rent immediately. I'm half tempted to not take the long road trip, and instead just go up hiking and camping somewhere in the White Mountains. It'd save money at the least... though I'd still need to get someone to look in on my cat.
Bleh. I hate not having even some semblance of a plan. Usually when I do I end up sitting on my ass in my apartment, unable to summon motivation, and then feeling like I've wasted my time off.
Thus, limbo and indecisiveness. Which feels rather like the way I've been all summer long. : (
Complicating all of that is that I've got maybe around $400 in the bank. I get paid next Friday, but a substantial portion of that goes to rent immediately. I'm half tempted to not take the long road trip, and instead just go up hiking and camping somewhere in the White Mountains. It'd save money at the least... though I'd still need to get someone to look in on my cat.
Bleh. I hate not having even some semblance of a plan. Usually when I do I end up sitting on my ass in my apartment, unable to summon motivation, and then feeling like I've wasted my time off.