this didn't turn out the way i thought it would at all
know i'll always love you
but right now i just don't like you
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i think it is so crazy how things can change in a week.
i went from someone that was so happy and bragging about how wonderful everything was to sad and complaining and crying all the time. i really shouldn't let you affect me like this, but nothing like this has ever happened to me before. i just feel like i am the only sad one. you look like you are getting along just fine without me. just keep on deleting me from your life little by little until you don't remember me anymore.
i don't understand what it is about me that makes me so hard to love. i care about everyone and everything so much and i hardly ever get the same in return. i feel like you broke up with me because i loved you...is that the worst thing a girl could do? i love a lot of things and a lot of people it is part of who i am and i never pressured you to love me back. i never said a word about it. in the last month you decided you could never love me. that's what hurts.
love isn't something you decide. it's just something you feel and sometimes people feel it right away and sometimes it could take months or years and there is nothing wrong with that. i guess i wasn't worth the wait.
things i have learned in the last week:
tears can in fact make waterproof mascara run
my friends are my strength
group hugs make things feel better
everyone knows i love m&ms and raspberry snapple
distracting myself is the best thing i can do right now
i have memories of you everywhere
but right now i just don't like you
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
i think it is so crazy how things can change in a week.
i went from someone that was so happy and bragging about how wonderful everything was to sad and complaining and crying all the time. i really shouldn't let you affect me like this, but nothing like this has ever happened to me before. i just feel like i am the only sad one. you look like you are getting along just fine without me. just keep on deleting me from your life little by little until you don't remember me anymore.
i don't understand what it is about me that makes me so hard to love. i care about everyone and everything so much and i hardly ever get the same in return. i feel like you broke up with me because i loved you...is that the worst thing a girl could do? i love a lot of things and a lot of people it is part of who i am and i never pressured you to love me back. i never said a word about it. in the last month you decided you could never love me. that's what hurts.
love isn't something you decide. it's just something you feel and sometimes people feel it right away and sometimes it could take months or years and there is nothing wrong with that. i guess i wasn't worth the wait.
things i have learned in the last week:
tears can in fact make waterproof mascara run
my friends are my strength
group hugs make things feel better
everyone knows i love m&ms and raspberry snapple
distracting myself is the best thing i can do right now
i have memories of you everywhere