I don't know why I hate you - Chapter 9
Title: I don’t know why I hate you [MC] 9
Author: kuroyukisama_17
Pairing: YutoYama, YamaChii, Chinen x OC
Genre: BL, Love-Drama, Friendship
Rating: Pg-13
Summary: Chinen success to make Ryosuke realize what he is feeling all this time. When Yuto is ready to confess his love to Yama-chan, Yuto heard something bad happen to the latter.
A/N: three more chapters to go
Chapter 9
“Sorry guys, I can’t join today’s hang out” Ryosuke said. After this morning incident, he doesn’t have any mood to do anything.
“Eh!? Why suddenly change your mind, Yama-chan.” Hikaru ask.
“I’m kind off not feeling well. So I’m going home first.” Ryosuke said, well he is not lying when he said that he is unwell, he really is unwell.
“Well if that the case, sorry Hikaru, I have to accompanying Ryo-chan back home.” Chinen said. He actually has something to tell Ryosuke that’s why he will follow Ryosuke back home.
“Mou~ we already lost two members! If anybody else wants to retreat, Party will be canceled!” Hikaru pouts. It will lose it fun if it has fewer people.
“Seems like there is only four people will join today. Is it okay Hikaru?” Inoo ask.
“Yeah, it’s okay, though that I actually really hope that Yama-chan could join us. He looks so moody today. Even if he still hanging his usually face, I can sense that it to cover his true feeling”
“Let go Dai-chan, Inoo, Yuto.”
They are about to walk away when Inoo notice that Yuto is not with them. He turn around, Inoo found Yuto still standing still there will a seriously sad face. “And now what happens to him?”
Inoo look at where is Yuto glancing. He found that Yuto were starring at Yama-chan and Chinen who is current about to walk inside Chinen’s car. That time Inoo just realize one thing. Nakajima Yuto is in love with Yamada Ryosuke who is still unaware with his own feeling.
“Hey, Yuto! Hurry up or else we will leave you behind!” Inoo shout at Yuto.
Hearing Inoo’s shouting, Yuto immediately running toward their direction while shouting sorry from far.
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“Okairi Ryo… Are? Chinen-san? You are here too.” Chihiro is about to greet Ryosuke when she notice Chinen is also there with him.
“Yup, Ryo-chan said that he is unwell, so I decided to send him home”
“Souka, come in, I will ask the maid to make a tea for you two” Chihiro walk to the kitchen leaving Ryosuke to Chinen.
“Thanks for sending me home Chinen.” Ryosuke said when they arrive at his bedroom.
“Never mind me; I always love to help you” Chinen smile at Ryosuke. He follows Ryosuke to his bedroom.
Chinen sit at the sofa’s in Ryosuke’s bedroom, he thinks for awhile. “Should I do this? I mean, if I do this I will hurt him right?” Chinen look at Ryosuke who’s currently lying onto his bed. “No I must do it, or else, Ryosuke will be more hurt later.”
“Hey, Ryo-chan, actually I have news to tell you. Promise me you won’t tell anyone else.”
“I will do that regarding to what your news is, Chii” Ryosuke said. He stands up and sits at his bed facing Chinen.
“I actually had fall in love with someone”
“Really, who is that person? Wait, what about your boyfriend? “
“I already broke up with him” Chinen said. Sorry dear, only for this time okay. He said in his heart.
“Souka, so who is that lucky person?”
Chinen smile, he stand up and walking around the room. “You already know him Ryo-chan.” Then Chinen stop in front of Ryosuke. He move closer to the latter and whisper to his ear. “His name is Nakajima Yuto.”
Hearing what Chinen said, suddenly Ryosuke feel like his heart being stabbed by a knife. Yeah, he feels so hurt. Ryosuke is unable to say any word.
Chinen giggle seeing Ryosuke respond to what he had said to him. So what I thought really was true. If that the case, I will continue this plan, until you realize it yourself Ryosuke.
“I hope that you will support me Ryo-chan.”
“Su…sure, I will sup…support you Chii.” Ryosuke said. He can sense that his body is trembling.
“Good! I know that I can trust you Ryo-chan. Ah! I forgot that I have thing to do, I have to go now.” Chinen take his bag and walk out from Ryosuke bedroom.
“Eh? Chinen, already make a leave, what about your tea?” Chihiro ask. She meet Chinen at the stair when she is about to send them their tea.
“Sorry, Chihiro nee-chan, I have something to do. Tell Ryo-chan to get well soon.” Chinen wave his hand to Chihiro when walking out of the house.
“First mission accomplished!” Chinen said as he walking toward his car.
“Ryo-chan, I bought your tea.” Chihiro enter the room with a cup of tea in her hand.
“Gomen nee-chan, could you please leave me alone now.” Ryosuke said. He really needs to be alone now.
“Eh? Why. What happen to you, Ryo-chan?” Chihiro ask, a slight of worries can be sense in her voice.
“Just leave me alone okay!” Ryosuke shout at her.
Chihiro is shock, Ryosuke never shout at her before this, not at all. There is must be something wrong here. “Okay, I will leave you alone; just don’t shout at me like that. It is not like yourself when you shout like that.” Chihiro close the door leaving her brother alone. She feels a little sad when Ryosuke shout at her earlier. But then Chihiro crave a smile. “Looks like it doesn't take a long time to respond.”
“Gomen nee-chan, I just can’t control myself anymore. I still can’t figure out what is happening to me”
Ryosuke hug his knee while looking at the ceiling. “Inoo-chan, what is my disease actually? Is it love?”
Ryosuke touch his chest, he mumble Yuto’s name slowly and much of his surprise, just after he mumble Yuto’s name his heart immediately goes doki doki. “So it is true, I do love him”
“Don’t worry Chii, I won’t betray you.”
That night, Ryosuke refuse to go out of the room to eat, even thought Chihiro already call him hundred times. Their mom is outstation, so it is Chihiro who in charge to take care of Ryosuke.
“Ryo-chan, please be okay.”
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Yuto lay onto his bed. He is so damn tired today. At the karaoke box, Hikaru had force everyone to sing non-stop.
“Yama-chan, what should I do you take your heart?” He says.
Yuto can still remember clearly what Inoo had said to him when they are at the karaoke box this evening.
-Flash back a few hours ago at the karaoke box-
“Come on Dai-chan! Sing with me!” Hikaru said. He drags the already exhausted Daiki and hand him the microphone to sing along with him.
Daiki can’t argue with that, he take the microphone and just sing along with Hikaru.
From far Inoo can just shake his head seeing his boyfriend energy. He already exhausted 30 minutes ago. Inoo took a glance at Yuto. He can see the taller still have his sad face.
Yeah Yuto is sad, sad because when Ryosuke is not feeling well it is not Yuto who can be beside him. He hates himself for not able to do that.
“Hey, Yuto, don’t want to sing anymore?” Inoo ask, though that he already know the answer since he too are already exhausted.
“No, I don’t have any energy anymore.” Yuto said slowly.
“Yeah, me too, I really don’t know where Hikaru get all his energy?”
The conversation is not working. Yuto is still hanging his sad face. Inoo let out a heavy sigh. He moves closer to Yuto.
“I know what you are feeling Yuto.”
When he heard Inoo’s word, Yuto lift his head. He looks at Inoo with a question mark around his face. “What do you mean?”
“I know you love him. He, Yamada Ryosuke, you love him right?”
“Yeah, and I don’t know how to make him loving me back” Yuto continue hanging a sad face.
“Don’t worry Yuto, if you sincerely loving him, soon Yama-chan will be able to see it. You just have to wait for that time to happen.”
“But it can be a long time. I already wait for too long” Yuto said, yeah he already waits for eight years to find and say his love to Yamada Ryosuke.
“It happens to me too. I wait for Hikaru to confess his love to me. I wait, and wait and wait, until the times come. He confesses to me last years.”
Yuto tilt his head. “Eh?! You two are lover?” He seems can’t believe that. They don’t look like that at all.
“Shocking news right? But it is true. Hikaru is so shy to let out his feeling. And I guess Yama-chan is same too. He has a high pride, so there is no way he will give up so easily.”
“Yeah, I guess you are right”
“Just remember this Yuto, if you really love him, I think it is the best if you tell Yama-chan about your feeling earlier, it will help you to make Yama-chan realize his feeling to you.”
“Feeling to me”
“Yeah, I suspect that actually yama-chan already having a hard time denying his feeling to you. He doesn't want to admit it. Or I could say that he himself still not realize what is he feeling actually. But trust me, if Yama-chan already realize his feeling, he will do everything to get what he want. Except if there is a big obstacle between it.” Inoo explain what he knows to Yuto.
“So you say that actually Yama-chan do love me?” Yuto ask Inoo, from Inoo’s view, he can see some light surrounding Yuto’s face.
“I don’t know yet, he is a stubborn kid. But from what happen at school this morning, I could say yes.”
“What happening at school?” Yuto ask.
“You know, earlier when that girl brought you to somewhere else, Dai-chan, said that maybe you got a love confession. When Yama-chan heard that, he suddenly exclaimed madly at Dai-chan. And after that, when you said that you kiss the girl, he suddenly when out of class like crazy. Hell that not looks like Yama-chan attitude at all.”
“I don’t realize it.” Yuto is a little bit shock when he knowing that.
“Yeah, maybe you are a little bit too happy that time because you had just kissed a girl. Seriously, if you love Yama-chan, why do you kiss her? Or at least, please lie in front of him so that he will not feel so broken.” Inoo said, a slight annoying and irritate is there in his voice.
“It just at the cheek, I just don’t want that girl to bugging my life anymore”
“Better explain that to Yama-chan later.”
Yuto just nod, he know what he did really is wrong. But he doesn't have any other choice that time.
-End of flash back-
“So I should make the first move huh?!”
“Tomorrow after school, I will tell you straightly, wait for me Yama-chan.”
Yuto change his school uniform and heading to his bed. He really tired. All he knows now is that he wants to sleep as soon as possible
Day after that at school, Yuto already prepare himself to confess his love to the latter, that when he notice something is wrong. Yama-chan is not here at school, he is absent.
“Hey is Ryo-chan still sick. It is not his style to skip school even though he loves to skip class.” Daiki said. He never sees his best friend skipping the school without anything so urgent.
“He supposes to be well today. Wait a minute; I will try to call him.” Chinen take out his phone and dialing Ryosuke’s numbers.
After a long bib, someone answer the phone, but it is not Ryosuke, it is his sister Chihiro.
“Eh? Why it is you who pick up the phone Chihiro nee-chan?” Chinen ask. He call Ryosuke so it is Ryosuke who should answer the phone.
“Chinen, I’m sorry but Ryo-chan couldn’t answer the phone.”
“Why?”
“Ryosuke faint this morning”
“WHAT!!”
TBC~
who notice the weird Chinen Yuri, raise your hand!
huhu~ that was part of the plan ^^