I want to come see you on the 20th of January. Would you completely reject the idea of that? 20th of January. I can come down there and we can talk it out in real life. Talk about our problems and our ideas, without the computer, without outside influences. No screen. Just us. Would you accept that Kuro?
I do not want to lose you Kuro. I do not want to lose you at all. You mean more to me. What I said was just.. I don't know. It was my stinger. I told you I would hurt you with some of the things I said, but I am willing to go to the base, either today or tomorrow and book my flight to come down and see you.
I am awaiting your decision. I will not get the ticket until you tell me.
These are one of the things where we need to see each other Kuro. We need to be face to face.
I have the money right here laying on the desk before me. I pondered calling up your mom and perhaps telling her to tell you but I do not want to be construed as a stalker
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What you said about my mother, and your father.. it really hit a nerve in me. It showed me how ephermeal time can be. I remember my grandmother, thinking I would see her one last time, but I did not. She died.. but I thought that she would still be there when I got back. I took that for granted. *sighs*
I want us to have a real life, real jobs, I want us to be together. I want to talk to you face to face, I want you to be able to look into my eyes and tell that I am sincere. I want you to see my tears, I want to see your tears.. I want to kiss them away. I do not want the computer screen to seperate us.
I want to have a smiling, happy super intelligent child together, I want to have a dog and a cat, I want to live a normal life. Sometimes filled with pain, sometimes filled with Joy.
And I want to do it with -you-. There is no one for me but you, no one who can make me as complete as I have been for the first time in 6 years. There -is- no other wing for me, no other flightmate, no other precious love. I want to walk in the sunshine with you
I know you do not want me to beg, so I am not going to beg.. I merely want to somehow prove my sincerity to you.
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The 20th of January.
I want to come see you on the 20th of January. Would you completely reject the idea of that? 20th of January. I can come down there and we can talk it out in real life. Talk about our problems and our ideas, without the computer, without outside influences. No screen. Just us. Would you accept that Kuro?
I do not want to lose you Kuro. I do not want to lose you at all. You mean more to me. What I said was just.. I don't know. It was my stinger. I told you I would hurt you with some of the things I said, but I am willing to go to the base, either today or tomorrow and book my flight to come down and see you.
I am awaiting your decision. I will not get the ticket until you tell me.
These are one of the things where we need to see each other Kuro. We need to be face to face.
I love you,
Nia
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I want to have a smiling, happy super intelligent child together, I want to have a dog and a cat, I want to live a normal life. Sometimes filled with pain, sometimes filled with Joy.
And I want to do it with -you-. There is no one for me but you, no one who can make me as complete as I have been for the first time in 6 years. There -is- no other wing for me, no other flightmate, no other precious love. I want to walk in the sunshine with you
I know you do not want me to beg, so I am not going to beg.. I merely want to somehow prove my sincerity to you.
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