Hmmm...Too Long

[kuro_hi_karasu]

for the record, this entry has come of silent dealings with pain and frustration that has been building up for the last several months and with recent events, occurring an hour and a half ago, have come to take the form of a blog entry. i apologize in advance for any useless whiny complaining, its you're choice to read this, and therefore please

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[addictiveguilt]

I don't know if this helps at all, but i really mean it.

You're a great person, kevin. Just have a hard time showing it. I haven't really known you THAT long, not enough to know how you are on a daily life (if i did, that would be kind of weird, anyways...) Anti-social, maybe?

and for your grades.. you could do what Anthony's doing, it's a lot easier, not so much pressure with the school shit.

Pointless comment, just wanting to tell you what i thought. :)

[razzfizzle]

As far as dating, the less you focus on it, the less it will distress you.
Friends suck sometimes, and you gotta decide which ones are worth the effort, and try to make sure the ones that are worth the effort are people you can be yourself around, and not feel like you constantly have to pleaes them.
Be careful with assumptions. There with this girl in particular that I know, her name is Kaylie, and with the way she treated me, I would have thought the girl thought very little of me among more. Turns out, she really respects me alot.
Everybody goes through a time feeling this way. As for high school, I suggest getting your GED. Forget what people think of you, it only matters what God and yourself think. and if you dont like what you see, change it.

I know this is a little late...

[kuro_hi_karasu]

thanks for this comment, it turns out it was the best advice i had ever gotten, and that everything has turned out pretty much perfect now. I didnt go for my GED, but im taking a year off so that the stress levels can lower and so i can build up the motivation for school, and i stopped caring about girls and now i have an amazing girlfriend who i couldn't live without right now. The advice you gave simply was the best advice i could have heard, thank you very, very, much =)

Re: I know this is a little late...

[razzfizzle]

you are very welcome