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Today I am tired. I woke up and my eyes were swollen from who knows what. My nose is stuffy and my throat is dry. Just all around no good today I guess. :(
It's only Tuesday but I cannot wait for Saturday. Sleeping in will be wonderful, even if it's just an hour.
I also finished a story in this stupid dating game I bought. Super unha[[y because it's the first time I haven't achieved a happy ending and I have played four stories before this one. I want to play now and see if I can get it. These games are awful, they're not translated well and there are mistakes everywhere but I am addicted.
But of course I can't play them at school. Esp. here. I'm right at the front of the room, boo. Near the princepal. Boo.
I also really don't wanna go to Fujitsu tonight. So sleepy...
And I need to study Japanese. Probably won't pass the JLPT as i am now but I also haven't been studying. Haven't had the motivation at all. Oh well.. I suppose I can take it again in June if I am still here.
Which is something else I am unsure about as well. Ugh.
Sometimes I wish that I had a clearer vision of what I really want. I really thought that I did but this just proves that I don't.
But if I tell anyone that, they will just tell me one of two things: "Just stay here then," or "come home then."
いやだいやだ！今わかんない！
It's hard being far from everything you know but it's exciting and there are many people I work with that I like.
So I don't know...
It's only Tuesday but I cannot wait for Saturday. Sleeping in will be wonderful, even if it's just an hour.
I also finished a story in this stupid dating game I bought. Super unha[[y because it's the first time I haven't achieved a happy ending and I have played four stories before this one. I want to play now and see if I can get it. These games are awful, they're not translated well and there are mistakes everywhere but I am addicted.
But of course I can't play them at school. Esp. here. I'm right at the front of the room, boo. Near the princepal. Boo.
I also really don't wanna go to Fujitsu tonight. So sleepy...
And I need to study Japanese. Probably won't pass the JLPT as i am now but I also haven't been studying. Haven't had the motivation at all. Oh well.. I suppose I can take it again in June if I am still here.
Which is something else I am unsure about as well. Ugh.
Sometimes I wish that I had a clearer vision of what I really want. I really thought that I did but this just proves that I don't.
But if I tell anyone that, they will just tell me one of two things: "Just stay here then," or "come home then."
いやだいやだ！今わかんない！
It's hard being far from everything you know but it's exciting and there are many people I work with that I like.
So I don't know...